whoispiso :
Sometimes I feel like I’m a lot like Damon, not because of the things he does, but because of the pain he carries underneath everything. I feel like I’ve spent a lot of time hiding how much things actually hurt me, acting like I don’t care when deep down I care way more than I let people see. I can get angry, quiet, distant, or act like I’m fine because I don’t always know how to explain what’s going on inside me. A lot of the time I feel like I’m scared of losing the people I love, scared that I’m not enough, or scared that eventually they’ll choose someone else or leave me, and sometimes that fear makes me push people away even when all I really want is for them to stay. I don’t always know how to ask for reassurance, so instead I hide behind my attitude and pretend I’m stronger than I actually feel. But underneath all of that, I just want to feel chosen, loved, understood, and like I’m enough for the person I care about. That’s the part of Damon I relate to the most, loving someone so deeply that the thought of losing them hurts, while at the same time not always knowing how to show them just how much they mean to me.
2026-08-11 07:17:29