Royal ✝️ :
I've begged of God, so many times, to give me what I've so desired with this aching and wanting heart. To love, to be loved, to have, and to give. To be healed from the pain within my soul. To ease my difficulties, so I no longer stumble with the overbearing weight of what we call life.
But now I realize. God has given me the ability to change all of this. To be loved, I already am in his grace, and to love, is what he asks of me. I am loved. I must love.
To be healed of my pain, is to be rid of what humbles me so, is to be rid of the fact that I am human, that I struggle, and that in my struggle, I still find the will to love regardless. For pain is a beautiful thing.
And to be rid of difficulty? Of struggle as a whole? Well. That is simply up to my eyes. To not see the suffering of life as suffering. But as a beautiful trial, destined for me to find reward beside God. Life is pain. Life is beautiful. Life is a blessing. And God gives me the endurance necessary to go through it.
Thank you, heavenly father.
2026-07-02 01:57:19