𝕬𝖎𝖟𝖊𝖓☠️ :
It has been seven long years, and yet here I am, still standing in the same place, still holding on to feelings that never seem to fade, no matter how much time passes. I still can’t move on. I am still yearning for you to come back, still hoping that maybe, just maybe, things could be different — even though I know deep down that you don’t want to, even though I have accepted that your heart already belongs to someone else. I still remember you, I still catch myself wondering how you are, how your day went, and I still find myself imagining what life could have been if only we had walked a different path.
And yes, I do regret. I regret so many things, but nothing weighs heavier on my soul than the fact that I ruined the beautiful friendship we once had. Damn it, I almost forgot that you were supposed to be my friend — until I fell in love with you. I crossed the line, I let my heart want more than what was given, and in doing so, I lost the most precious thing I ever had. That remains the worst mistake I have ever made, and it is a regret I carry with me every single day.
They say loving is beautiful, but for me? Loving hurts. It hurts more than words can explain, sharper and deeper than the bite of a snake. Yearning for someone who will never choose you is even tougher; it is a quiet, constant pain that never truly goes away. The path I have walked all this time has not been kind to me — not again, not ever really — yet I still keep walking it, still hoping against hope. I would do absolutely anything for you, I would give everything freely and without asking for anything in return, just to see you smile, just to have you near me again, even if it was only for a moment.
Over and over again, I ask myself that same painful question: Why not me? Why can’t I be the one you hold close, the one you think of first, the one you love the way you love someone else? I am right here, I have always cared, I have always stayed loyal, and yet you look past me every single time. I keep wondering — am I not enough? Is my love not real or strong enough? Was I just never meant to be the one for you? I still wonder, too — is there a lifetime waiting for us, or was this feel
2026-07-06 07:19:04