@holymorridge: This is obv v diff from my normal content lol but I honestly never thought I’d be ‘strong’ enough to actually be able to handle being pregnant - I thought my anxiety/audhd/emetephobia would mean I just couldn’t do it - and would have killed to have seen someone like me say actually they were also sh!t scared, but they could handle it. So thought I’d share snippets with u if it’s helpful/interesting ?? I have found the process v anxiety inducing and have struggled in ways mentally, but feel I can get through it, and haven’t written off that I’d do this again - so it’s been hard but not truly unmanageable if that makes sense. If you have any questions pls lmk and I’ll answer as best I can !! For context I’m now in the third trimester xx