poppins :
I already did... I gave him a lot of chances in the past 3 years, he did nothing but break me, yes he changed over time, but it was not enough, it consumed me so much, I was patient a lot, I waited a lot, I loved a lot, I settled for waaaaay less than my standards a loooot, now I chose to move on, we're not together anymore, he's with someone else now, wish him all the happiness in the world 🩷 I just realised that this post is not even about him, cuz it's about someone who truly loved you and fought for the relationship, he used to come back scared to lose me after no contact for months, like he needed to feel my absence to acc acknowledge his love for me, and what I already know is that if someone truly loves you they don't need your absence to acknowledge their love for you, did he love me or did he love the way I made him feel? or did he love the unconditional love I gave him? with all the forgiveness, patience, fixing the pieces he broke again and again while i had a life to live, coming back to him again and again, never rejecting him, trusting him as he wanted while i didnt have any energy to trust again, thinking that it would work out that time, and also to avoid the guilt if I didn't give him another chance? well, I think I got my answer, thank you, byeee🥰
2026-07-27 11:49:35