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#aerithgainsborough aerith lost her mother at a young age, and i think that’s one of the reasons i’ve always felt attached to her character. The difference is that my mother didn’t die, she left. She chose another man over her own daughter. Till this day i wonder what i had done wrong and what i could’ve done for her to stay. What was so lacking in me that leaving felt easier than loving? i don’t care about her anymore, i dislike her even. I’ve spent enough years without her to know i don’t need her. But i often feel robbed. Not robbed of a mother, but robbed of a version of myself i maybe could’ve loved more. Being the eldest daughter, i felt the need to be whatever my family needed me to be. I didn’t have another woman to help me through my first period, to reassure me about my weight or size. I did it all myself, and tried to help my younger sisters through those same things. Sometimes i think thats what hurts the most, knowing exactly what i missed because i had to become it for someone else. Now, it’s not even about my mother anymore, it’s the scar she’s left on me even after all these years. I find myself fearing people’s disapproval, wanting to agree with everyone so they stay. I feel like my rest has to be earned, otherwise I’ll seem lazy. Sometimes i feel like i grew up too fast, but to call myself grown, i still feel like a kid. I keep trying to invalidate my feelings, telling myself that there isn’t an answer to how i feel. It feels like the older i get, the more it shouldn’t be a problem at all. if you read this till the end tysm it means the world #finalfantasy7#ffvii#edit#fyp xyzbca mitski class of 2013
#aerithgainsborough aerith lost her mother at a young age, and i think that’s one of the reasons i’ve always felt attached to her character. The difference is that my mother didn’t die, she left. She chose another man over her own daughter. Till this day i wonder what i had done wrong and what i could’ve done for her to stay. What was so lacking in me that leaving felt easier than loving? i don’t care about her anymore, i dislike her even. I’ve spent enough years without her to know i don’t need her. But i often feel robbed. Not robbed of a mother, but robbed of a version of myself i maybe could’ve loved more. Being the eldest daughter, i felt the need to be whatever my family needed me to be. I didn’t have another woman to help me through my first period, to reassure me about my weight or size. I did it all myself, and tried to help my younger sisters through those same things. Sometimes i think thats what hurts the most, knowing exactly what i missed because i had to become it for someone else. Now, it’s not even about my mother anymore, it’s the scar she’s left on me even after all these years. I find myself fearing people’s disapproval, wanting to agree with everyone so they stay. I feel like my rest has to be earned, otherwise I’ll seem lazy. Sometimes i feel like i grew up too fast, but to call myself grown, i still feel like a kid. I keep trying to invalidate my feelings, telling myself that there isn’t an answer to how i feel. It feels like the older i get, the more it shouldn’t be a problem at all. if you read this till the end tysm it means the world #finalfantasy7#ffvii#edit#fyp xyzbca mitski class of 2013

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