IMMATERIA: Notes + Hot Takes
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Friday 26 June 2026 14:39:22 GMT
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scaredycat365 :
Both my parents treated me like I was suspicious all my childhood, invaded my privacy as well to confirm their paranoia or whatever
2026-06-27 02:47:36
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𐙚 .𖥔 ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ :
i remember hiding to cry behind some furniture in the corner before i was even old enough to be in school because whenever i was upset i was told i was being manipulative 😭
2026-06-26 20:09:07
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1234 :
i got moral ocd of it. its 20/7 assessing all my actions. its exhausying
2026-06-27 07:51:32
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ya3imi111 :
why is this something so many people have experienced as well wtf 😭
2026-06-26 22:07:12
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pojoevid1c4 :
When I write in my journal as an adult, I notice I’m writing it as if I were expecting somebody else to read it. And I hold back writing everything down because I don’t want my family or anyone, knowing certain things about me or how I feel, so I don’t even write it down out of fear. It feels as if I have to perform for others, and I don’t feel authentic because once I show who I really am, I’m criticized and feel small
2026-07-07 21:10:31
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River :
i wasnt even allowed to say i was upset about something in a neutral and calm tone. any negative emotions werent handled at all
2026-06-27 17:08:14
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lil Daisy :
Someone give me a newport
2026-06-26 21:22:57
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Killer's Bb Boi • 🏳️🌈 :
I cant even have a journal I get paranoid about it and burn the pages if I try to start one.
2026-06-26 23:25:27
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Adelice Eaves :
My mother told me when I was 6 years old "you don't act like the child I raised" and never trusted me again
2026-06-26 21:35:59
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Mimi | Polarina 🌙🩰 :
My mom called me a psychopath at like 6 for having a totally normal emotional reaction to an uncomfortable situation. (A nervous laugh). I’ve never heard someone talk about this before, but yeah oof this hit.
2026-06-26 21:15:20
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Hannah 🦂 :
My parents used to tell me I had an “evil mind”….I was like 5 years old bro
2026-07-05 18:19:57
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mobwifelife :
Yep. Always perceived as being manipulative or shady, always being told I was cold and nasty.
2026-07-16 23:17:09
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taetae :
I have paranoia and major trust issues due to my upbringing I feel like a bother everywhere I go…
2026-06-26 22:35:50
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e.ruth :
daaaamn. narcissistic mother has always acted like she's "scared" of me 😳😳😳😐
2026-07-19 05:04:42
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Inan :
You are literally saving my life. Thank you 🥰
2026-06-26 15:26:07
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Talitalz :
Everytime I feel sad about something I always ask myself am I really sad or am I asking for attention ?????? And then I question my own motives it’s so bad
2026-07-18 18:49:06
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user4284586298022 :
My whole life has been an expression of my fathers fears.
2026-07-18 20:26:38
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Arielle Lillian 🧜🏼♀️ :
This connected SO many dots for me. Thank you for this 🙏
2026-06-26 18:51:17
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👑 :
I feel like I’m gonna get judged on everything even if it’s an unimportant thing or something most people would care or be worried about
2026-06-28 03:38:47
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fall4autumm :
Everytime I used to cry my mom used to say I was fake crying 😐 like girl you shoulda put me in acting if I could cry that hard on cue …like come on now
2026-07-19 17:26:28
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Chlothegod :
you been spitting for WEEEEKS
2026-06-28 06:07:20
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maybenot :
Wow yes, for a while I didn’t even clock that it was paranoia, I just thought “these are reasonable self check-ins I need to do in order to keep contained whatever horrible blind side I seem to have that ticks people off”. And it streams into everything I do, I am constantly ‘checking myself’ to make sure I am being level-headed or acting from a measured or very considered place. Everything I say and do is as intentional as I can make it, but it is quite exhausting to be so hyper vigilant and it has taken me a long time to sift through what is truly ‘me’ and what is a learned behaviour. I am also learning how to show up in social interactions without policing myself in every interaction - it has taken years of work, trial and error, therapy, self kindness and patience.
2026-07-01 03:02:54
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ceresceleste :
Holy shit I just had a massive revelation
2026-06-27 11:46:19
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