whos aiza :
I am currently talking with my Ex-boyfriend. He told me that I shouldn’t hope that we’ll be together because of his attitude. He warned me about his toxic behavior. First is Jealousy, especially being friendly with guys (but it doesn’t mean I shouldn’t be friends with guys, he wanted me just pick a real friend). Second his coldness (which he worries because maybe he knows I am a bit too sensitive). Lastly, no emotional intelligence(I don’t know what that is). But the real issue is when my friends told me that he should be the one who starts a conversation, but then. I can’t help myself to be the one who makes the first move. Because I love being the one who starts a conversation like a greeting (Hi, Goodmorning and stuff) I would say a lot of random stuff, what happened today, yesterday or whatever crosses my mind, just to keep up the conversation, because I wanna keep talking to him. Then my friends warned me that maybe one day he’ll get bored of me or he’ll become cold, or maybe he’ll find someone better that he could possibly just ignore me, it made me realize that my friends were worried about me because they don’t want me to suffer. To be Honest, It never crossed my mind that he will do that because he said “waiting” is the best option than risking it now specially when we’re still growing up and learning new things around us, he maybe wanted to discover ourselves first or change for himself for the better. And to should just enjoy what we are today and focus on ourselves growth, school, goals in life. Because at this phase, we’re still discovering what we’re capable of. I trust him for that, waiting for the time we’re the best version of ourselves and ready to commit to enter a relationship.
2026-08-20 08:46:57