LolsonPL :
I've had this happen for years now, even ghosted everyone I know for a full month, not a single text, call, check up, nothing, when I "came back" I still didnt recieve so much as even a text from a single person, only when I reached out did I get a text back, even then they didn't even realize I was gone. The worst part about stuff like this is that over the years it makes you feel so much more lonely, makes you think that no one actually appriciates you or your company, makes you question why even bother to keep contact when they literally make it look like they couldn't care less, then it turns to distancing yourself, you stop texting first, stop calling, and still no one texts, still no one called. Months, years pass and you realize that they didnt really care, how could they? If you care about someone, about the relationship you have you'd reach out right? It's not even like I made myself unavailable, or made it look like I dont't need anyone, I've shown vulnerability, quite openly even while I didn't just start venting in a normal coversation, I've shown and even said that I'm not really okay, so far the only reason I can think of why no one bothered is that they simply didn't care. At least it feels that way, I always spent so much time and energy connecting, helping, planning, keeping the connection alive while all they had to do was... say yes or no, show up. They never tried to initiate, never tried to do anything.
2026-07-10 22:30:46