Yvaine :
I did this before, and it’s something l still regret until now. When l was grade 5, l had a boyfriend. It actually started because l was the one who had a crush on him first. Eventually, we become chatmates, then he started courting me, and later on, we officially got into a relationship. I became deeply so inlove with him that l chose to ignore every redflag he showed. May ka-chat siyang babae, 3 weeks in rs palang kami nun. And ka chat niya ay dating kaklase namin na lumipat sa ibang school, and instead of questioning it, l kept convincing myself that friends lang sila or close na sila (di kasi sila close ng babae and ako rin.) l always gave him the benefit ot the doubt because l loved him that much. Little by little, l started losing focus on myself. Instead of studying, l spent most of my time talking to him. Whenever l worried about quizzes, or exams, he would always tell me, “makakapasa ka, ikaw pa. Ei matalino ka” honor student ako that time so l believed him. I let his words comfort me instead of putting in the effort l knew l should be making. Lookibg back, l realize that l allowed someone else’s reassurance to become more important than my own future. Then the day came when l received my report card. I saw a line of 7 in my final quarter ang average na 92 naging 87, and everything hit me all at once. I felt dissapointed, ashamed, and angry at myself. I cried so much, l barely ate, didn’t go outside, and avoided everyone around me for almost 1 month. It wasn’t just because of my grade—it was because l knew l had lost myself. That’s when l finally realize l needed to let him go. I understood that no relationship was worth sacrificing my education, my dreams, and my peace of mind. I chose to walk away, not because l stopped loving him, but because l finally started choosing myself. That experience taught me that love should never become a distraction from the future l’m trying to build. Bumawi ako nung grade 6 ako, graduate na honor, pinagalitan ako ni mommy dahil nag mahal ako ng maling lalaki. Hindi dahil sa na tanggal ako sa honor, kinausap rin ako ng teacher ko in personal kasi bakit daw nawala spark ko sa acads. Inexplain ko sakanya, and she said na+
2026-06-28 08:28:32