I understand but sometimes I saw him my gf and like everyday always play with him everyday even she see me but she action she donโt see me and just always play with him I told her everyone say to me am a shellfish and is hurting to me or much I spend my money to her to buy something what she wants but every once still trust the boy he is a good guys and I hear someone say am not enough for her and he just a poor guys and he is a homeless man always ask for money but true life am not a homeless man and I am little bit have money to save too but all I hear from everybody and everyone is hurting me a lot I just want attention from my gf why I just want to know the reason why u guys mean to me what I do you guys what I do ๐