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I still think about you. Every song, every words I speak, every heartbeat, everytime I wake up and before going to bed, everytime I sit by the window, everytime I’m walking outside, everytime I’m with my friends, every day, every night. It’s unfair that whenever I try to forget about you, erase you in my mind and in my heart, you’ll show up in my dreams. A lot has changed and many things happened. I did so many things to distract myself from thinking about you and missing you, but none of them worked specially when I’m all alone. I know I could’ve done better to not have any regrets but here I am. I know I shouldn’t have scared you for my sudden confession, bcs I know that’s the reason why you’re distant (or maybe not.) I should’ve tried to be friends with you first so all of these won’t happen. Idk, we barely even know each other, maybe I’m just overthinking it. I’ve liked you for all those years and sometimes it feels like it’s not a good thing anymore. I’m not obsessed with you, I just don’t know how to explain this feeling of longing that I have for someone I barely even know. Going back to the first time that I saw you, I thought it was just a “happy crush”, well, look who’s typing a long ass paragraph right now. It’s been 3 years, ICT 2 girlie. I wonder where you are right now and if you’re doing okay. I hope sometimes I cross your mind. I do admit that I miss you, I miss my “happy crush” and always will be.
Talagang walang papantay sayo, maging sino man sila.
2026-06-29 09:01:51