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I hate thinking about it, so I've been surpassing it for years now. tbh, I'm not sure if it's valid. but I'd really appreciate someone's opinion on it bc I don't want to talk abt it to anyone, i dont wabt them to see me as a victim or anything... either way, when I was 12-13yrs old I had a teacher who was like 35-40 and he'd constantly call me nicknames and so, he'd look at me weirdly so I got this bad pit in my stomach, and during lunch he'd seen next to me almost every single day where he'd always talk abt the weirdest and most inappropriate subjects for someone my age (or just in general w a student). in class, bc I had a good grade in it, he'd praise me a lot and in general gave me a lot of more attention than anyone else. once when I was alone with him and finishing up an assignment, he was talking to me and sat next to me, wayyy to close, so I shuffled a way a little, my heart beating like crazy and I felt so panicked and anxious, and he moved after me...in class he'd always be close to he so I have bumped into him many times bc I simply didn't have any space. I've always been a quiet student so I didn't do anything and I've told my friends a lil abt it, but I haven't told anyone the extend and how horrible I felt
2026-08-30 19:03:18