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🌩️ :
DIY or do I cry .
2026-07-01 19:50:43
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‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ :
i’m so mad she dedicated this song to me because now that she’s gone i can’t listen to it without feeling like having a panic attack or crying
2026-07-13 06:15:38
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z14n★ :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you😕😕
2026-07-04 04:53:04
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L :
Are we learning or yearning.
2026-06-30 12:02:56
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꧁༒𖤓 𝙻𝚞𝚗𝚊 𖤓༒꧂ :
Love is pointless
2026-06-29 22:49:22
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𝓔𝔃𝔃𝓪𝓪🧸ྀི :
i js miss my ex
2026-07-04 09:21:13
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Minako :
3 years bro, 3 years.
2026-07-15 09:02:50
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🐾 :
will he ever love me
2026-06-29 19:20:55
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mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you😕😕
2026-07-06 11:16:08
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𝐀🖤 :
what does this mean
2026-07-01 19:09:12
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𝓛𝓲𝓬𝓲𝓪𝓪𝓪𝓪 :
Maybe love isn’t for me
2026-07-01 17:25:43
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𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒶 :
I'm so freaking drained asf.
2026-07-11 09:46:02
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R we learning or hearing ???
2026-07-09 09:39:49
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MJLatttzzzz. :
It's funny when I re-read our previous chat. how easy it is for me to smile with the few words you type. and how easily I laughed at your strange jokes, after getting to know you, I realized that being happy is an easy matter. because happiness is in our hands and power as humans. When I reminisce about our story, it feels like something is missing because your presence is vaguely felt. in short, if thinking about him makes you shed tears, then you still love him and he is still everything. Unfortunately the universe asks us to separate. where our books must stop being written and then stored forever. Your departure really left a hole so deep, which will never be filled no matter how many things. because a thousand people coming will not be as lively as your presence. because a thousand people leaving will not be as painful as your leaving. My life still revolves with you at the center. because you are like the last missing piece of my life. and the fact that you are irreplaceable and life is not about who reaches the finish line the fastest, but about who is best able to understand the meaning of every step, every fall, and every invisible wound. we live in a world that is often too loud to listen, too fast to care, and too loud to make room for tenderness. but behind all that, we still live, carry wounds that we cover with smiles, hold back tears that we cover with laughter, and embrace hope that sometimes almost doesn't remain. we learn that the people who laugh the most, may harbor the deepest sadness. we learn that not all separations should be interpreted as the end - because they could be the beginning of maturity, of awakening, of knowing oneself more deeply. and as time goes by, we begin to understand that accepting reality is much more important than continuing to hold on to things that don't want to survive. we begin to understand that being strong does not mean never crying, but actually daring to cry..🥀🥀🥀 deyyyymmn
2026-07-04 23:24:07
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tim xvi. :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.
2026-07-04 17:03:31
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🐆⭐ Mary ⭐🐆 :
waw no se lo q realmente está pasando, se siente un vacío muy grande saber q tu elegiste a otra, cuando me prometiste amor eterno, realmente te extraño, espero q tu almenos puedas extrañarme aunque sea un poco...
2026-07-01 22:32:11
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ហ្គិច. :
In other life
2026-07-02 05:38:39
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