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kai :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.
2026-06-29 10:18:25
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jo :
panalo sa laro, talo sa kanya
2026-06-29 12:26:28
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To my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore. Adobo, Sinigang, Kare-Kare, Lechon, Tinola, Pancit, Lumpia, Tapsilog, Longganisa, Tocino, Bangus, Daing, Bistek, Afritada, Menudo, Caldereta, Embutido, Dinuguan, Laing, Pinakbet, Paksiw, Inasal, Batchoy, Lugaw, Arroz Caldo, Champorado, Halo-Halo, Turon, Bibingka, Puto, Kutsinta, Sapin-Sapin, Leche Flan, Ube Halaya, Biko, Ginataang Bilo-Bilo, Cassava Cake, Maja Blanca, Ensaymada, Pandesal, Hopia, Siopao, Siomai, Fishball, Kwek-Kwek, Isaw, Betamax, Adidas, Balut, Penoy, Kilawin, Kinilaw, Sisig, Dinakdakan, Papaitan, Bulalo, Nilaga, Tinapa, Tuyo, Danggit, Pusit, Adobong Pusit, Ginataang Isda, Ginataang Gulay, Tortang Talong, Ukoy, Okoy, Lumpiang Shanghai, Lumpiang Ubod, Lumpiang Sariwa, Pancit Canton, Pancit Malabon, Pancit Palabok, Pancit Habhab, Pancit Molo, Chicken Curry, Pork BBQ, Chicken BBQ, imissyoubaby.
2026-06-30 01:30:01
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🦖RYN٠࣪⭑ :
me na nag pa rank up sa codm para lng Maka laro kosya..
2026-07-26 11:58:28
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jl :
bakit may essay?
2026-06-30 00:31:15
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wow ang smooth parang kahapon lang kausap mo pa sya ngayon hindi na...
2026-06-30 00:47:50
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Alli :
sign naba to para bumalik ule ng codm 🥲
2026-07-01 02:32:50
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Xavi 969 :
I hope you see this my dear shanelle. I loved you, i really did. not in the loud reckless way, but in the way a man stays when it would’ve been easier to leave. i fought for us quietly, consistently, with patience i didn’t even know i had. i bent parts of myself just to make space for you, and i never once thought of it as a loss back then. i thought love was supposed to hurt a little, supposed to ask you to endure but loving you didn’t save us. effort didn’t turn into a miracle. all that wanting, all that choosing, still wasn’t enough to change the ending. and that’s the part i keep sitting with, the idea that you can do everything right and still lose someone. no grand betrayal. just two people wanting different things at different depths i replay everything in my head, not because i think i can fix it, but because part of me refuses to let it be small. what we had mattered to me. you mattered to me. i hate how easy it looks from the outside, like it was just another story that ended. it wasn’t. it lived in me. it shaped the way i speak, the way i wait, the way i love now i don’t blame myself the way i used to. i showed up. i stayed honest. i loved you in the only way i knew how, fully, even when it scared me. if that wasn’t enough, then maybe it was never about my lack, but about timing, about alignment, about things no amount of fighting could fix i’ll miss you without chasing you. i’ll remember you without reopening wounds. and one day, the yearning will soften into something quieter, not gone, just gentler. until then, i’ll let myself feel it. because loving you was real, and losing you doesn’t erase that.
2026-07-03 04:30:11
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𝒍𝒆𝒔🫧 :
tbh, naka-move on naman talaga ako. I'm not attracted to you romantically anymore. It's just that from time to time, bumabalik sya sa isip ko-lalo na sa mga bagay na dati naming ginagawa or the things I once dedicated to him. I can't help but to reminisce about those moments. Parang may mga alaala lang talaga na kusang sumusulpot at mga alaala na mahirap kalimutan kasi sa mga alaala na yun naramdaman ko na i feel loved by someone who really care and loved me for who i am. And when I meet someone new naman, hindi ko alam... I don't know why, but somehow I still find myself thinking na there was something about him that felt different-like in some way, he set a standard I can't easily overlook. He made me feel the loved i deserves the most and maybe that's the point why nobody can't replace him. And yes, aaminin ko i have some crushes sa campus but when i'm finally alone iniisip ko sya at bumabalik pa rin talaga, it felt like i was cheating on him kahit di naman naging kami, crazy right? tbh,every time na may naiisip ako, bumabalik sa isip ko yung mga dati naming ginagawa. the little conversations, the random updates, and the moments that once made me happy. sometimes, namimiss ko yung memories namin. pero i realized that missing the memories doesn't mean i want us back. naging importante sya sa buhay ko noon, and i won't deny that. he became part of my routine and my comfort at some point. i'm not angry at him, and not because there's someone else. it's simply because the spark i had for him is gone. i can't force myself to feel the same way i used to. maybe what i miss is the version of us that existed before everything changed. people grow, feelings change, and sometimes the people we once loved become memories instead of forever.
2026-06-29 19:44:38
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yasu :
nagmahal, nasaktan, pinuwitan
2026-07-02 05:41:11
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meowreck🐾 :
It honestly feels unfair… kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanap—ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat. You made it feel real, like hindi lang siya temporary. I wasn’t even searching for anyone, pero somehow, naging part ka ng everyday life ko. As time went by, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa way mo makipag-usap, sa kung paano mo ako tratuhin. You made me feel seen, like I actually mattered, na ako yung gusto mo, na ako yung pipiliin mo. Pero ngayon, I can’t help but think… maybe you didn’t really love me, maybe you just loved how I made you feel. Yung care ko, yung pag-stay ko, yung pag-intindi ko sa’yo. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing firm sa kung anong meron tayo—you couldn’t do it. Hindi ka naging sure, hindi ka naging consistent. Hindi ako manhid. I notice everything. Napapansin ko yung small changes—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga moments na parang wala ka na. I can clearly see kung sino yung mas nag-eeffort, kung sino yung mas may pakialam, at kung sino yung mas natatakot mawala yung isa. Alam ko rin na kinakausap mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—when you feel okay, when you’re happy, when it’s convenient for you. But did you ever realize na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? Even at your lowest, I was willing to be there, to make you feel na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was ready to stay—not just sa good days mo, but even sa worst ones. Ramdam ko kung kailan nag-iiba yung trato mo. I know when you’re no longer sure. Kahit wala kang sabihin, naiintindihan ko na kung anong nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, kahit alam ko na yung truth. And the truth is… kahit nakikita ko na lahat clearly, pinili ko pa ring manatili—kahit ramdam ko na unti-unti, nagiging one-sided na lang lahat.
2026-06-30 13:18:29
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Agar :
how do I live naman idol pogii
2026-06-29 06:16:04
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sige pasali po
2026-06-30 12:57:25
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ali :
Hi love, your birthday is coming, and today is July 3. You know what? Everything suddenly came rushing back to me like flashbacks. I remembered the day I was holding your cake, the moment I sang “Happy Birthday” to you, and how, in that exact moment, I realized something I had been trying so hard to deny, I could do nothing but admire you. To me, you were the most handsome, the most intelligent, and the most unforgettable person I had ever known. And until now, that person is still you. Sometimes I find myself wondering how did we ended up like this? How did two people who once shared moments, laughter, and memories become strangers without even saying a proper goodbye? That question has stayed with me for so long, and no matter how many times I ask myself, I still can’t find an answer. I wonder if you really hated me that much. I wonder if every cold glance, every silence, and every distance between us meant that you truly wanted me out of your life. But you know what? Even if you hated me, even if you disliked me, even if I became someone you never wanted to remember my feelings never changed. I still love you. I loved you in silence, in distance, and in absence. I loved you even in the moments when I knew I shouldn’t. I loved you when missing you became part of my daily life. And maybe that sounds foolish, but this is the truth my heart has carried for so long. You know, I used to believe in the saying, “The more you hate, the more you love.” Maybe that sounds absurd, and maybe I’m the only one who ever believed in that between us. Maybe I was the only one who felt something deeper behind all the misunderstandings, all the teasing, and all the chaos we had. I still remember when I was your student, how I would always annoy you on purpose just to get your attention, just to see your reaction, just to have a small moment with you. Back then, I didn’t fully understand why I kept doing those things. But now I do. It was because every little interaction with you mattered to me more than you ever knew. I miss those moments. I miss the version of us that existed in those small memories. I miss the laughter, the annoyance, the unspoken connection.
2026-07-03 11:41:24
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nami. :
I didn’t say it right away, but when you told me my letter was too long and you didn’t want to read it. my heart sank a little. Writing that letter was me opening up in the only way I sometimes know how. I couldn’t fit everything I feel into just a few sentences—every thought, every memory, every “I care about you” just kept coming, because that’s how big it all is to me. I know people are busy, and long things can feel tiring. But it still made me feel small, like what I wanted to share wasn’t worth pausing for. It made me wonder if I should just keep things shorter, lighter, quieter. even if that means leaving most of my heart unsaid. I just wish you knew: it wasn’t too many words. It was just all of me, trying to reach you.
2026-07-03 12:58:47
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🥀 :
masakit talaga, to the point na ung mga tao dito nakakapag essay tas sa school indi?
2026-07-04 03:48:52
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. :
mahirap bako mahalin, to the point na’ nililigawan mo na nga ako pero may gusto kang iba bat mo pa’ko niligawan kung may gusto kang iba, hindi paba enough yung mga binibigay kong pagmamahal sayo? ei halos nga hindi kona maintindihan sarili ko.. I’m doing my best to love you sana alam mo yun noh, sa kaklase ko pa nalaman na may gusto kang iba habang nililigawan moko, takot kang iwanan kita pero ikaw rin’ naman may kasalanan. Bat kapag nanunuyo ka napapagod kana kaagad isang sorry mo nga may kadugtong na” ano bayan ikaw na nga sinusuyo” hahaha mahirap bang sumuyo? Sabi nga nila”kapag mahal mo ang isang babae gawin mo lahat” pero bat ganon, hindi mo magawa sakin u know mas okay pa trato ng naging m.u ko dati.. and begging me to comeback to you? Owhh boy.. i will never come back to you ang sakit sakit mong mahalin sobrang sakit.
2026-07-03 23:26:18
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𝓜𝓸𝓷𝓲𝓬𝓪 :
I think the hardest part wasn't that you never liked me back. Looking back, I accepted that possibility a long time ago. What stayed with me was everything that happened after I told you I liked you. There was never a conversation about it. You never rejected me, but you never acknowledged it either. We simply carried on as if nothing had changed. At first, I convinced myself that maybe silence was an answer on its own. Maybe I was expecting too much. Maybe bringing it up again would only make things awkward. So I stayed quiet too. We continued talking, sharing random conversations, laughing over things that probably seemed insignificant to you. Those moments felt so genuine that every time I thought I was finally moving forward, one conversation was enough to undo weeks or even months of progress. Parang isang normal na usap lang natin, bigla na naman akong mapapaisip kung mali ba talagang bitawan ka. What makes it difficult to explain is that you never explicitly led me on, but you also never gave me the clarity that would have allowed me to leave with peace. I spent three years trying to understand what your silence meant, when the truth was that I was trying to find certainty in someone who never intended to give it. As time passed, I realized I had developed a habit of defending you. Whenever someone questioned the way you treated me, I always had a reason ready. I told myself that maybe you were just naturally blunt, maybe your jokes weren't meant to hurt anyone, or maybe I was simply reading too much into your words. It took me a long time to realize that I was extending you more understanding than I was ever willing to give myself. There were moments when I genuinely resented you. Not because you didn't choose me, but because of how casually you could say things that stayed with me long after you'd forgotten them. You probably never intended for your words to have that kind of impact, but intention and impact are rarely the same thing. Some of the comments you made, the insults disguised as jokes, and the way you brushed them aside made me question myself far more than I should have. For a while, I even convinced myself that I was simply too sensitive.
2026-06-30 13:51:51
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raii^^ :
Almusal ko ba to?
2026-06-29 22:31:10
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JAPI :
tbh, naka-move on naman talaga ako. I'm not attracted to you romantically anymore. It's just that from time to time, bumabalik sya sa isip ko-lalo na sa mga bagay na dati naming ginagawa or the things I once dedicated to him. I can't help but to reminisce about those moments. Parang may mga alaala lang talaga na kusang sumusulpot at mga alaala na mahirap kalimutan kasi sa mga alaala na yun naramdaman ko na i feel loved by someone who really care and loved me for who i am. And when I meet someone new naman, hindi ko alam... I don't know why, but somehow I still find myself thinking na there was something about him that felt different-like in some way, he set a standard I can't easily overlook. He made me feel the loved i deserves the most and maybe that's the point why nobody can't replace him. And yes, aaminin ko i have some crushes sa campus but when i'm finally alone iniisip ko sya at bumabalik pa rin talaga, it felt like i was cheating on him kahit di naman naging kami, crazy right? tbh,every time na may naiisip ako, bumabalik sa isip ko yung mga dati naming ginagawa. the little conversations, the random updates, and the moments that once made me happy. sometimes, namimiss ko yung memories namin. pero i realized that missing the memories doesn't mean i want us back. naging importante sya sa buhay ko noon, and i won't deny that. he became part of my routine and my comfort at some point. i'm not angry at him, and not because there's someone else. it's simply because the spark i had for him is gone. i can't force myself to feel the same way i used to. maybe what i miss is the version of us that existed before everything changed. people grow, feelings change, and sometimes the people we once loved become memories instead of forever. mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slow.
2026-07-04 14:21:26
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everybodycallsmejaz𓍼 :
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2026-07-02 07:31:26
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𝓛𝓪𝓲𝓲 :
i lied i still love you and i will always love you my greatest love but how can i love you to the point that im loosing my self whenever i love you..... and i always say to my self na "One more chance, and babawi ako sa lahat" but you can't even give me a second chance to prove everything... how can i prove it when you can't even trust me right now, as you say galingan ko sa pag aaral right??? don't worry po my greatest love, i'm doing well po sa lahat ng subjects ko sa school.... pero mas gagalingan kopa sana kung ikaw motivation ko eiii... pero wala eii motivation kana ng iba, ang masasabi kolang is sana maging healthy yang relationship nyo ng current girl mo.... thankyou sa lahat ng loving memories na binigay mo saakin noon, pero i think i should stop yearning napo sayo ha... uunahin kona muna po sarili ko, mas pipiliin ko nalang po di masaktan from now on, bye forever my love, never kita makakalimutin my greatest love...
2026-06-29 16:52:57
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