@lessas_notebook: I wish you’d stayed

anetka :

oh haha delete this😂

iluvunicorns :

I loved him so much. I’d never felt that way about anyone in my entire life. I wanted to talk to him all day every day. Seeing him smile could brighten even my worst days. But he had to leave for a while. Things were already falling apart between us, but we still kept trying. At least I did, I really did. Then one day out of nowhere, he decided I just wasn’t worth it anymore, and he broke up with me. I know he did it because he wasn’t okay. He was depressed, and no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I loved him, I could never help him. I didn’t know how to deal with that kind of pain. He was my first everything, the first boy I ever truly loved, the first one I introduced to my parents. At first I tried to hate him, I tried to blamed him, I couldn’t understand why he told me “I love you” the same day he broke up with me. I couldn’t understand why he’d promised we’d always be together just a week before, I couldn’t understand how he seemed to move on so easily. But I messed up too. Badly. After we broke up, I kissed someone else, and I even tried talking to another guy. I don’t even know why. There was this emptiness inside me that I knew only he could fill. I did it out of anger and sadness, but I knew it was wrong. Honestly, I regretted it before I even did anything, I still don’t know why I acted like that. I heard rumors that he was with someone else too, but that doesn’t justify the way I acted, not even a little. Now that we’re so close to seeing each other again, there’s not a single day I don’t wonder how he’s gonna react when he sees me, if he’s gonna pretend I don’t exist, if it’s gonna be awkward every time we’re near each other. I keep wondering what he’s gonna think of me after finding out what I did. If he’ll be disgusted by me, disappointed. I’m scared that’s gonna be the last version of me he ever remembers. It hurts knowing I probably ruined every chance I ever had of getting back together with him. I don’t even feel worthy of his love anymore. I think about him every single day and I just hope he knows that I love him more than anyone.

mtvareuli :

My fav horror movie

ZomLee🧟‍♀️ :

my fav tat of mine

JJJonas :

Jeely G :

me hubiera gustado que te quedarás, que escogieras quedarte.

☆ :

I wish you’d stayed

🕯 :

Peak

andres :

la extraño demasiado

Sewer side :

Real

Ogwuzhan :

kal

danahi :

AngePD :

cristel :) :

mi película de terror favorita

jessy :

with this song too Oh Ok

kaybolmusizler :

ᖚ :

and now he’s nobody in my life

solci :