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tsunades03
tsuna🦋 :
daming nagcoconfess/open upsa comment section😭
2026-08-06 23:56:01
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alexodias8
A :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.
2026-06-30 12:23:20
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nxeo.wav0
pRiNcE :
Hi Ashley , kamusta ka na? I hope you see this comment. It’s been a while since huli tayong nagkausap no?. I know this message is long overdue na and I just want to say this properly. I know our story ended before it even had the chance to really begin. And one of my biggest regrets is hindi ko man lang naiparamdam how important you were to me. Hindi ako naging consistent and yes that's true, hindi ako nag-step up the way i should have. I took you for granted and i know dun ako nagkulang sayo. Day by day, naiisip ko pa rin kung ano ba talaga yung nangyari sa atin. Minsan napapaisip ako kung saan ako nagkulang at kung ano yung mga bagay na dapat mas ginawa ko. Nung umalis ka, dun ko mas naintindihan lahat lahat. I saw where I went wrong and how I could’ve loved you better. Natutunan ko na hindi sapat yung pagmamahak ko lang kung hindi mo kayang panindigan. I’ve been trying to grow, to be more open, more patient, more honest with what i really feel and to be honest, masakit lang isipin na i learned those things a little too late na. I’m genuinely sorry Jess. Sorry for the times I made you feel unappreciated. For not being consistent. For choosing silence when you needed reassurance. For the broken promises and the moments na i wasn’t there when you needed me the most. You deserved so much. You deserved effort, clarity and someone who made you feel secure. Alam kong hindi ko naibigay yun the way you deserved. I’ve changed, not out of fear of losing you but because I finally understood what love truly requires. I’m not expecting anything from this. I just want you to know that i’m aware sa mga pagkukulang ko and that you truly mattered to me. If life gives us another chance someday, I know i would show up differently. But if hanggang dito na lang talaga tayo, I’ll respect that. Thank you for the time we shared, even if it was short. I genuinely hope you’re happy and that you find the kind of love that feels steady, sure and never confusing. Always take care of yourself ha. Mag-iingat ka palagi jan my Boss.
2026-06-30 12:52:57
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2026-07-02 21:47:01
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Jay🪷 :
Hi, my greatest love. I just want to say that I really miss you so much. Ikaw pa rin talaga yung taong hinahanap ko whenever I need someone to talk to, someone who understands me, and someone who made me feel loved in the most genuine way. I miss our chikahan, our tawanan, our random moments together, and everything about us. Ang hirap isipin na we ended on such a random day, parang isang araw okay pa tayo then biglang wala na. I really miss the days na sobrang in love pa tayo sa isa’t isa. I miss how happy we were before, how everything felt so easy kapag ikaw kasama ko. Pero habang tumatagal kasi, napansin kong sobrang dami mo nang nagbago. You’re not the same person I first fell in love with anymore, and napagod din ako kakaintindi at kakahintay na bumalik yung dating tayo. Masakit man aminin, pero siguro hanggang doon nalang talaga tayo. Pero kahit ganon, I still wish you nothing but the best in life. Sana matupad mo lahat ng pangarap mo at lahat ng gusto mong mangyari sa buhay mo, even if wala na ako sa tabi mo habang inaabot mo yun. I may not be part of your future anymore, pero I’ll always be happy seeing you succeed and become the person you want to be. I really miss you, sobra. Pero alam kong hindi na pwede, kahit gaano kahirap tanggapin. Kaya slowly, I’m trying to accept everything and move forward kahit masakit. Ingat ka palagi ha. And always remember that I’ll always support you silently from afar. Kahit nakakalimutan mo na ako, kahit naka-move on ka na, andito lang ako lagi. Maybe not beside you anymore, but a part of me will always care for you no matter what. That’s all. Take care always, my love.
2026-07-01 12:12:16
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heldatboi
𝔯𝔞𝔣𝔞 :
I want you to know that I've never regretted loving you or being loved by you every moment every memory we created something I'Il always treasure laughter to the quite times you've give me so. I really miss you but it is what is it, thankyou for making me loved and appreciated you are the best thing that happened to me. I hope we cross paths again, I'm so glad that we met. I just wanted to thankyou for all that you've done to me thankyou for love that you give me, i will love and always support you from afar. We may not have ended up together like we promised. But I'm thank ful for you made me happiest person for a short period of time, and I'm forever grateful for that, you will have a special place in my heart! i love you always my almost. Even though it didn’t work out between us, i’m grateful to have met you and to be able to look back on our time together. I still believe you're the right person, we're just in the wrong time. Althought things aren't the same as it was before the things we have shared together back then, are forever cherished and remembered, and will always have a special place in my heart. my soul has loved you, deeply. my heart belated for you, both in love and in pain. If the spark between us has faded and things don't feel the same, i hope you still remember how it all began, our first time together, the smiles, the connection, and how special it felt, that moment meant a lot to me, and i hope it still means something to you too. I hope you know genuinely love you with all my heart, and I still care about you a lot. And after all that, i still love you, just like i promised i always would. I act like i dont, but please be safe I dont want anybody to hurt you or your feelings. The more I force myself to forget you, the more I long for what we could've been. But somehow, I’m still mourning you or maybe I’m mourning the version of us that never got the chance to live. The what could’ve been, the what should have been, the endless what ifs that still echo in the quiet parts of my mind. It’s strange how someone can be gone, yet the grief for the future you were supposed to share lingers like a ghost you can’t bury. I’ve let you go.
2026-07-01 08:30:21
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_juwakin
Joaquin🎧 :
Ginawang labasan ng kalungkutan ung comsec
2026-07-01 13:03:32
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ilovesleeping_97
ilovesleeping_97 :
It honestly feels unfair… kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanap—ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat. You made it feel real, like hindi lang siya temporary. I wasn’t even searching for anyone, pero somehow, naging part ka ng everyday life ko. As time went by, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa way mo makipag-usap, sa kung paano mo ako tratuhin. You made me feel seen, like I actually mattered, na ako yung gusto mo, na ako yung pipiliin mo. Pero ngayon, I can’t help but think… maybe you didn’t really love me, maybe you just loved how I made you feel. Yung care ko, yung pag-stay ko, yung pag-intindi ko sa’yo. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing firm sa kung anong meron tayo—you couldn’t do it. Hindi ka naging sure, hindi ka naging consistent. Hindi ako manhid. I notice everything. Napapansin ko yung small changes—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga moments na parang wala ka na. I can clearly see kung sino yung mas nag-eeffort, kung sino yung mas may pakialam, at kung sino yung mas natatakot mawala yung isa. Alam ko rin na kinakausap mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—when you feel okay, when you’re happy, when it’s convenient for you. But did you ever realize na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? Even at your lowest, I was willing to be there, to make you feel na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was ready to stay—not just sa good days mo, but even sa worst ones. Ramdam ko kung kailan nag-iiba yung trato mo. I know when you’re no longer sure. Kahit wala kang sabihin, naiintindihan ko na kung anong nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, kahit alam ko na yung truth. And the truth is… kahit nakikita ko na lahat clearly, pinili ko pa ring manatili—kahit ramdam ko na unti-unti, nagiging one-sided na lang lahat mahal kita to the point na minsan mas pinipili kong sarilihin yung sakit kaysa iparamdam sayo kung gaano ako nahihirapan. i know you've told me before na ayaw mong ubusin ko yung sarili ko para sayo, pero hindi ko talaga maiwasan because when you truly love someone, you naturally give more t
2026-07-02 09:08:32
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scccuuubaa
￴￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴￴￴￴￴ :
sabi na e sa una lang talaga masaya.
2026-07-02 08:11:30
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kulogo24
️ :
na alala ko tuloy kung pano nya ako niloko.
2026-06-30 05:23:43
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yuiencnd
￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴ :
daming essay ahh
2026-07-02 12:24:04
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itzsamuell
S :
To be honest, you're being unfair… kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanap—ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat. You made it feel real, like hindi lang siya temporary. I wasn’t even searching for anyone, pero somehow, naging part ka ng everyday life ko. As time went by, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa way mo makipag-usap, sa kung paano mo ako tratuhin. You made me feel seen, like I actually mattered, na ako yung gusto mo, na ako yung pipiliin mo. Pero ngayon, I can’t help but think… maybe you didn’t really love me, maybe you just loved how I made you feel. Yung care ko, yung pag-stay ko, yung pag-intindi ko sa’yo. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing firm sa kung anong meron tayo—you couldn’t do it. Hindi ka naging sure, hindi ka naging consistent. Hindi ako manhid. I notice everything. Napapansin ko yung small changes—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga moments na parang wala ka na. I can clearly see kung sino yung mas nag-eeffort, kung sino yung mas may pakialam, at kung sino yung mas natatakot mawala yung isa. Alam ko rin na kinakausap mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—when you feel okay, when you’re happy, when it’s convenient for you. But did you ever realize na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? Even at your lowest, I was willing to be there, to make you feel na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was ready to stay—not just sa good days mo, but even sa worst ones. Ramdam ko kung kailan nag-iiba yung trato mo. I know when you’re no longer sure. Kahit wala kang sabihin, naiintindihan ko na kung anong nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, kahit alam ko na yung truth. And the truth is… kahit nakikita ko na lahat clearly, pinili ko pa ring manatili—kahit ramdam ko na unti-unti, nagiging one-sided na lang lahat.
2026-07-03 04:42:16
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kizumi_sach1
🥀 :
di ako na informed open forum pala comsec
2026-07-02 02:43:28
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normieslangpo
DND :
Hi, my greatest love. I just want to say that I really miss you so much. Ikaw pa rin talaga yung taong hinahanap ko whenever I need someone to talk to, someone who understands me, and someone who made me feel loved in the most genuine way. I miss our chikahan, our tawanan, our random moments together, and everything about us. Ang hirap isipin na we ended on such a random day, parang isang araw okay pa tayo then biglang wala na. I really miss the days na sobrang in love pa tayo sa isa’t isa. I miss how happy we were before, how everything felt so easy kapag ikaw kasama ko. Pero habang tumatagal kasi, napansin kong sobrang dami mo nang nagbago. You’re not the same person I first fell in love with anymore, and napagod din ako kakaintindi at kakahintay na bumalik yung dating tayo. Masakit man aminin, pero siguro hanggang doon nalang talaga tayo. Pero kahit ganon, I still wish you nothing but the best in life. Sana matupad mo lahat ng pangarap mo at lahat ng gusto mong mangyari sa buhay mo, even if wala na ako sa tabi mo habang inaabot mo yun. I may not be part of your future anymore, pero I’ll always be happy seeing you succeed and become the person you want to be. I really miss you, sobra. Pero alam kong hindi na pwede, kahit gaano kahirap tanggapin. Kaya slowly, I’m trying to accept everything and move forward kahit masakit. Ingat ka palagi ha. And always remember that I’ll always support you silently from afar. Kahit nakakalimutan mo na ako, kahit naka-move on ka na, andito lang ako lagi. Maybe not beside you anymore, but a part of me will always care for you no matter what. That’s all. Take care always, my love.
2026-07-01 16:17:26
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_youranniee
key. :
hi baby, aaminin ko, i’m still thinking of you paren, since nung hindi na tayo nag uusap nag-aalala ako sayo everyday, every night, every morning, every time. idk bakit hindi kita maaalis sa isip ko, pero bakit nung nainlove kana sa iba bakit ang sakit sakit, minahal kita ng sobra, to the point na kahit maubos ako mamahalin parin kita mabigay ko lang sayo yung pag mamahal na gusto mong maranasan, but why? why does it affect me like this it hurts so much baby. i loved you secretly, do you know that baby? i’m still miss u.
2026-07-01 08:51:26
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athena289
Athena 𝄞 :
pwede mag open up dito? hindi mo man ako direktang niloko, pero sa dami ng bagay na tinago mo, para na rin akong iniwan kahit kasama pa kita. Mas naging madali sa'yo na maging totoo sa iba, habang ako, kailangan kong manghula kung mahal mo pa ba talaga ako o baka ako na lang ang natira sa atin. Hindi mo na ako kayang titigan gaya ng dati ‘yung tingin na parang ako lang ang laman ng mundo mo. Ngayon, parang palagi kang may ibang iniisip, ibang pinapangiti, at hindi na ako ‘yon. Ginawa ko ang lahat para sa’yo, pero kahit kailan, hindi mo ginawa ang kahit kaunti para iparamdam na sapat ako. Naging choice mo silang lahat, habang ako, unti-unti mong tinuring na routine isang bagay na nandiyan lang, hindi na pinapansin. Natutunan mong iparamdam sa ibang tao na espesyal sila, habang ako, napagod kakahintay na pansinin mo ulit. Hindi mo ako sinaktan sa isang bagsak pero araw-araw, sa mga maliliit mong desisyon, dahan-dahan mong tinanggal ‘yung tiwala ko, ‘yung respeto ko, pati na rin ‘yung sarili ko. Nung kailangan mo ako, ako ‘yung unang nandyan. Pero nung ako na ‘yung nangangailangan, ikaw rin ang unang nawala. At ang mas masakit, hindi mo na ako iniwan pero hindi mo na rin ako pinili. Masakit isipin na ang taong akala mong tatahan sa’yo, siya pa pala ‘yung unang lalayo. At minsan, hindi mo kailangan ng third party para masira ang relasyon. Minsan sapat na ‘yung unti-unting paglimot, ‘yung kakulangan sa effort, ‘yung pakiramdam na ikaw na lang ang may gusto. At ‘yon ang hindi ko na kayang tiisin.
2026-07-02 10:52:33
7
whoryouuuu0
adampol :
hi baby, it’s been a while when we stopped talking, and honestly, ang daming beses na gusto kitang i-message ulit pero lagi akong napipigilan. hindi dahil wala na akong nararamdaman, kundi dahil hindi ko alam kung may lugar pa ba ako sa buhay mo ngayon. time passed so fast, pero yung memories natin parang kahapon lang nangyari. minsan napapaisip ako, what if hindi tayo tumigil? what if inayos natin instead of letting everything fall apart? alam mo ba, ang daming nagbago sa akin since then. i tried to move forward, i tried to act like everything is okay, pero deep inside, there’s still this part of me na ikaw pa rin. ang hirap i-explain, kasi kahit anong gawin ko, bumabalik pa rin ako sa thought na “ikaw sana.” maybe it’s because you were not just someone to me, you were my comfort, my peace, and my chaos all at the same time. naiisip ko rin kung naaalala mo pa ba ako the way i remember you. do you still think about me sometimes? or am i just someone from your past na nakalimutan mo na? i don’t know, and maybe that’s what scares me the most. kasi ako, hindi pa kita nakakalimutan. hindi pa rin nawawala yung “what if” sa isip ko. i’m not saying this para manggulo or to bring back something na wala na. i just want to be honest with what i feel, kahit late na. siguro this is my way of letting things out, kasi ang dami kong “sana” at “baka” na hindi ko nasabi before. if ever dumating yung time na mag-usap tayo ulit, i just hope na hindi na tayo strangers sa isa’t isa. pero if hindi na talaga, i’ll try to understand. maybe some people are meant to stay as memories, not forever. masakit, oo, pero ganon siguro talaga ang buhay. still, i just want you to know na you were once my everything, and that will always mean something to me. i hope you’re happy now, genuinely. and if ever our paths cross again, maybe—just maybe—we can start again, kahit as something simple.
2026-07-03 07:48:20
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nashleyran
Nash.yaboi :
You were my almost, almost mine, almost something real, almost the kind of love I thought would finally stay, and that’s what makes it hurt more because we were never nothing but we were never everything either you gave me just enough to believe in us, enough to feel safe, enough to think that maybe this time it would be different, but somehow it never fully became what I hoped for, and now I’m stuck with all these feelings for something that didn’t even have a proper ending, just a slow realization that I was loving you in ways you couldn’t match, that I was choosing you more than you ever chose me, and it’s so confusing because you felt like home but also like a place I was never meant to stay in, and I keep wondering what we could’ve been if things were different, if timing was better, if you were ready, if I was enough but maybe the truth is, you were just my almost, the person who came close to being everything but still left me with nothing I could hold onto except memories and “what ifs,” kasi sa huli, ikaw yung muntik ko nang maging, pero hindi pala talaga para sa’kin.I don't know, I don't want to admit it. I've never been in love deeply and as much as I did to this person. I had done everything but somehow it never fades, every time I catch a glimpse of even if it's just a shadow, the feeling of longing and desire to hold this person makes it physically hurt that my heart simply cannot do anything but cry in silence. I never regretted loving even tho it ruined our friendship and got rid of our closeness i truly loved you, cared for you, wanted to get to know you and never judged you for being yourself because you are perfect. I know you dont even acknowledge my presence anymore you dont even look at me anymore and even if you accidentally make eye contact it feels like you dont even know me anymore i guess i truly messed up and im sorry for ruining what we once had i know we wont be close and even speak to each other anymore, You were worth the risk even if it hurt me and ruined everything.
2026-07-03 04:45:57
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renz18codm
ZETA RƎNZ :
speed ng video?
2026-07-24 10:39:42
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w4mport.maam
N.Batolbatol 969 :
pa kopya ng sensitivity idol
2026-07-03 15:01:36
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bhachay23
bhavez :
Tol ano pala yung sensi mo
2026-07-06 09:31:44
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