Charlie :
I have watched this countless times and still feel like this was for me. I know God has called me. And there is so much to say, I just want to get this right. I really tried a couple months ago like I always do, and like I always do, I end up succumbing to my selfish desires, the world and sin. I am one who's mind is always busy, wandering, thinking, overthinking, stressed, worried, all of that makes it hard to focus on God. I'm young, only 25 years old. However, I feel like God is calling me for a higher purpose. Many pastors and church members have said the same thing....they "see" something in me. Something I don't see. Something that I don't understand. Why do I always keep backsliding. I never get to where God wants me to be. God I am struggling so hard. I believe in God, I believe Jesus was and is the Son of God and died for our sins and rose on the third day. I believe all of it, but I need to get serious with it. It's just that I feel that the devil always knows when to strike, when I am finally getting to a place where my relationship with God is slowly becoming stronger. God there is so much more to say. So for the sake of a long drawn out comment, I ask that you pray for me.
2026-07-02 11:12:28