@vxaporized: I don’t think Ilya was ever jealous of Shane’s success. He was jealous that Shane never had to wonder if his parents loved him. Watching them show up for Shane so easily just reminded Ilya of everything he spent his whole life trying to earn and never got. He was so proud of Shane, but at the same time, it hurt in a way he couldn’t explain. Underneath all of it, he’s still just a kid wondering why nothing he did was ever enough for the people he wanted most. Even after everything his father put him and his mother through, a part of him still feels guilty for leaving and wonders if he should’ve tried harder. All he ever wanted was for someone in his family to tell him that they were proud of him. || #heatedrivalry #ilyarozanov #shanehollander #hollanov #heatedrivalryedit || @reneeꨄ︎ @layla @rozanov2016 @H4R @starhghirl @hollanovfilmz @hollanov @abril ˎˊ˗ @mya !! 🤍 @𝐇𝐔𝐃𝐊𝐐𝐍® @jah ˙ᵕ˙ @idkkathy🍉🌻 @ymmeear420 @dhi ✧˖° @summy 𑣲 @liv @bibi @kaydenluvs_ @kayden ‘. ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ @Sofia @Nightwing🦈 ||