I haven't been treated right by a girl since my first relationship 2 years ago and that lasted 2 months. It ended not because we didnt love eachother, it ended because her mom made us separate. I'm not going to say I cry every night because I don't. I do worse. I sit and let it marinate in my head. I was never raised in a good household with parents that loved eachother. From the very first memory I have, I remember my 3 year old self hiding under my bed while my mom and dad argued in the living room of the apartment we were living in. They're getting a divorce now. That's on my mind, along with a lot of other things that I can't say on tiktok. I found out I was the reason they were separating. Its hard to say what I feel right now. I don't feel depressed, I guess I just feel empty. I wrote orchestral and concert band music for a long time. from 10yo to kinda now. but I dont understand it anymore. im learning how to cook not because I want to but because I know that my future is gonna be hard. really really hard. I got so sidetracked when writing this because I literally have too much on my brain to stay on topic so I apologize to anyone who had a stroke reading this. I typically cause issues for people so if I did actually do that then yeah.
2026-07-02 03:00:11
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probullgeteronem :
Same for girls too people don’t get it simple answer I’m sorry you went through bs tho
2026-07-02 05:02:05
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Landyn Wagner :
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2026-07-02 02:52:36
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