For me the worst part is when you’ve been depressed for so long you can’t remember who you were before. I’m not sure if I want or deserve to heal from it because feeling depressed is all I feel I have, like it’s all I am.
2026-07-02 09:24:15
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Sandy :
I don’t remember what it’s like to not be depressed anymore
2026-07-02 19:07:53
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JonasSkrrrt :
"What’s the point of trying to have a good day/week, when the moment I’m by myself, nothing would’ve mattered anyway" said my brain
2026-07-02 09:38:17
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Noa_mordehaev1 :
It’s so confusing and exhausting
2026-07-02 13:33:26
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Amelia :
A good day is nothing more than a reminder of how shitty life is
2026-07-29 19:16:45
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Jo :
How to get out of it?
2026-07-05 13:59:41
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Chrissy ❤️ :
depression is like walking up stairs that are caving in, you can get so far and then it just caves in and when you get up and try again that step is harder to get past because you're scared it'll happen again
2026-07-16 17:43:30
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Katty Mac :
Depression also seems to peak at it's worst after a good day, so much so that you avoid the good days because the sadness that comes afterwards isn't worth being happy for a moment.
2026-07-04 02:21:09
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alexwcauston :
My therapist spent months with me learning to ‘live in the middle’. Because my whole life had been euphoric highs or crippling lows. Then I got better (for a bit) and couldn’t work out how to just ‘exist’.
2026-07-11 09:20:32
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Sebastian Logar :
Your account speaks way too much how I feel. I love your content 😍
2026-07-21 18:43:28
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Scotty boy :
i don't like being happy it's not normal to me
2026-07-03 00:48:31
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gidsel.fanpage.19 :
Hey man!! Hope you’ll heal soon ur too kind to be stuck with depression
2026-07-02 09:33:28
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Lauren :
Omg I thought I was the only one who thought that. I have depression and the days I feel happy I’m like ‘wtf’
2026-07-03 23:55:05
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Elisha :
It’s really is a scary place to be 💔
2026-07-02 10:01:33
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naomii9712 :
you have one good day and you think people thinking your faking it and being happy also drains you
2026-07-04 18:41:31
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Trudy sperry :
I am so scared of being happy
2026-07-05 19:33:41
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Jenny Rae :
So glad youre back ❤️
2026-07-02 11:10:47
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Hadas♡ :
TRUE😔💔
2026-07-02 14:49:02
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Mary :
💯That’s probably why I haven’t been able to be happy for even one day 💯
2026-07-02 12:18:47
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vvdk17 :
my mom does not understand how deep I was/am.. she was also depressed and should know how it feels, I think.. but still, she says something like "try to go out, go wandering, just do something physical".. Like, I work a physical job, I am tired when I come home.. she was same, coming home, sleep, work, repeat.. I dont know why she doesn't understand me now 🙁 😭 tired of being depressed, really 🙁
2026-07-29 18:41:09
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wagamamaLG :
exactly 💯 % I have severe depression
2026-08-05 14:49:44
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Justsosad :
I need it to stop.
2026-08-06 07:57:29
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YourQueen :
I don't remember if I weren't depressed .... I don't remember my childhood... all I remember are CSA, my parents fighting... my teenage years?? pure nightmare constantly threatened of 🍇 💀, college years? I was alone abroad ... it's like my life was a succession of bad events and, sometime a little sunshine form there to there ....
2026-08-01 20:04:01
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his_wifey🥹😘 :
i had deppressionn since i was 4
please dont ask why
2026-08-05 19:56:43
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KellyRN💙💙💙 :
OMG ! This happened to me yesterday!!!
2026-07-02 09:25:46
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