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Dear Jomar, I wonder if you ever knew how much impact you had on someone without even trying. It’s strange how someone can slowly become such a huge part of your thoughts without even realizing it. I’ve liked you for years now, and sometimes I still can’t believe how I managed to hold onto these feelings for this long. There were so many moments between us that probably meant nothing to you but somehow stayed with me longer than they should have. Every glance, every small interaction, every time you stood close to me, every time you touched my hair so casually as if it was nothing. You probably never knew how badly those little things affected me. I spent so much time wondering if I was just imagining things, if maybe I was reading too deeply into actions that were never supposed to mean anything. I’ve questioned myself so many times because of you. I compared myself to other people and wondered why I always felt like I could never be enough beside them. I hated how easily I became jealous over things I had no right to be jealous about. I hated how I kept hoping despite never having anything certain to hold onto. And maybe the most painful part of all this is knowing that after all these years, I still feel the same. I still find myself noticing you. I still remember the smallest details about you. I still wonder sometimes if I ever crossed your mind the way you have stayed in mine for so long. Maybe you never saw me the way I saw you, maybe I was always just another person around you, and maybe all the things I held onto were nothing more than ordinary moments to you. But despite knowing all that, despite how confusing and painful these feelings have been sometimes, I can’t bring myself to hate the fact that I liked you. Because somewhere between all those ordinary school days, you became one of the few people who made my heart feel something real, and even if I was the only one carrying all of this, I think a part of me will always remember what it felt like to quietly care about someone this much without ever knowing if I was ever seen the same way. — Tu’burni
2026-07-03 12:51:24