🕸️ :
There was this boy who completely changed the way I see love. He wasn't just another boy to me—he became my safe place, my comfort, and the person who showed me what it feels like to be genuinely cared for. Whenever I was with him, I felt protected, understood, and happier than I had been in a long time. He made even my worst days feel lighter without even trying.
His blue eyes and brown hair could always bring a smile to my face. It wasn't just the way he looked—it was the way he made me feel. Every conversation with him became something I looked forward to, and hearing from him could instantly make my entire day better.He always knew how to make me smile with the little things he said. He called me beautiful and cute, and even if those were just simple words, they meant so much to me because they came from him. Every compliment made me feel seen, appreciated, and special in a way I hadn't felt before.
He's not just an ordinary boy. He's the kind of person who wakes up the little girl inside of me—the happy, innocent version of myself that I thought I had lost. He brought her back without even realizing it, and every moment with him made her smile again.
Even though we were never actually together, it always felt like we were something more. He says we were just friends, but to me it never felt that we were just friends. What we had meant so much more than friendship.
I used to overthink everything. Every time another girl followed him or texted him, I couldn't help but get scared. Not because I didn't trust him, but because I was terrified that someone else would become more important than me. I was so afraid of losing the one person who made me feel safe that my mind always imagined the worst.
Then everything slowly started falling apart. He told me he wanted to be alone for a while because he was tired of all the drama, arguments, and lies around him. I still blame myself sometimes because I know my overthinking didn't make things any easier. I was so scared of losing him that I ended up living with that fear every single day, and now I'm afraid it might actually happen.
2026-07-04 10:05:40