@itsmariactually: i’m not where i want to be, i’ve never felt so lost and far gone and i genuinely never know if i’ll get back on track. but i have to remind myself im doing the best that i can for now, and that’s okay. that’s all i can ask for myself. i can’t wait to go to rehab and get try get back on track, find God again & better my relationship with Him… because when the rugs, alcohol, days out and people fade away - i know that’s what really matters. #MentalHealth #addiction #mentalhealthmatters #bpdtok #fyp