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Ima vent, so I remember in elementary just crying a lot, having no friends all the way up until 5th grade I had four friends which really opened me up to others, then middle school started, 6th grade I was that floater friend, moved then 7th grade happened, this group of kids, boys and girls, kept looking at me laughing and giggling, I check behind me, no one is there, I was alone, so I stayed quiet, everyday, they kept coming up to me saying “stop tryna be nonchalant” it hurt when they said that, made me feel like more of an outsider, so I stayed quiet, I got laughed at growing up through middle and high school, so I just focused on basketball. Now I’m still quiet and have a great house, money is good, but I wish I could’ve just packed away my feelings.
2026-07-07 16:54:48