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yesureei :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you. never ko naman naisipan na bumitaw e.
2026-07-05 05:21:06
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zendimakausad :
hindi ko makita repost button, i-report ko nalang
2026-07-05 01:43:26
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丰MITCHELL丰 :
M-ME?!!!! A TSUNDERE?!! N-N-NO WAY?! THAT'S I-I-IMPOSSIBLE!! HMPH?!!!~ *extremely blushes* W-W-WHAT NOW?!!!! I-I-I-I'M BLUSHING?!!!!! N-NO! I'M NOT BLUSHING, IT'S JUST TOO HOT IN THIS ROOM!! HMPH!!~ AND- UHM AND- YEAH!! UHM!! *blushes even more* GO AWAY!! HMPH!!~ I-I-I-I'M LEAVING NOW!! *was about to run away but you stopped me* U-U-UHM!!! HMPH!!~ *blushes even more* Y-YOU'RE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE RIGHT?!! *you called me a tsundere again* T-T-TSUNDERE?!!! ME?!!! NOPE, I-I-I-I'M NOT A DERE!!!!!!! HMPH!~ *blushes* S-S-STOP CALLING ME A DERE!! I-I-I-I'M NOT A DERE, OKAY?!!!! STOP IT! H-H-HMPH!!!~~~M-ME?!!!! A TSUNDERE?!! N-N-NO WAY?! THAT'S I-I-IMPOSSIBLE!! HMPH?!!!~ *extremely blushes* W-W-WHAT NOW?!!!! I-I-I-I'M BLUSHING?!!!!! N-NO! I'M NOT BLUSHING, IT'S JUST TOO HOT IN THIS ROOM!! HMPH!!~ AND- UHM AND- YEAH!! UHM!! *blushes even more* GO AWAY!! HMPH!!~ I-I-I-I'M LEAVING NOW!! *was about to run away but you stopped me* U-U-UHM!!! HMPH!!~ *blushes even more* Y-YOU'RE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE RIGHT?!! *you called me a tsundere again* T-T-TSUNDERE?!!! ME?!!! NOPE, I-I-I-I'M NOT A DERE!!!!!!! HMPH!~ *blushes* S-S-STOP CALLING ME A DERE!! I-I-I-I'M NOT A DERE, OKAY?!!!! STOP IT! H-H-HMPH!!!~~~W-What?! Me?! Liking your video?! N-NO, absolutely not! I mean… maybe… I did like it but… it was a mistake, okay? Don’t get any weird ideas! 💢 It’s not like i think you’re cool or something like that… I-I didn’t even like it that much! I-It’s just that… well… your video wasn’t that bad, i guess… and maybe… a bit entertaining… BUT ONLY A BIT! Understood?! *Turns around with flustered cheeks* Hmph!I-I’m not a tsundere!… I… I don’t even act like one..! *I grumbled, my face flushing up with embarrassment and flustered.*M-ME?!!!! A TSUNDERE?!! N-N-NO WAY?! THAT'S I-I-IMPOSSIBLE!! HMPH?!!!~ *extremely blushes* W-W-WHAT NOW?!!!! I-I-I-I'M BLUSHING?!!!!! N-NO! I'M NOT BLUSHING, IT'S JUST TOO HOT IN THIS ROOM!! HMPH!!~ AND- UHM AND- YEAH!! UHM!! *blushes even more* GO AWAY!! HMPH!!~ I-I-I-I'M LEAVING NOW!! *was about to run away but you stopped me* U-U-UHM!!! HMPH!!~ *blushes even more* Y-YOU'RE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE RIGHT?!! HMPH!
2026-07-07 14:47:04
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𝖲𝗈𝗇𝗂𝖾𝗅ও :
is this cyber bullying?
2026-07-05 05:59:48
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ℳ :
youre so good at this
2026-07-05 01:46:08
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shair4 :
kuya, ang sakit po
2026-07-05 07:50:01
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iluvunicorns0321 :
nu’to meryenda
2026-07-05 04:29:30
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adampol :
hi baby, it’s been a while when we stopped talking, and honestly, ang daming beses na gusto kitang i-message ulit pero lagi akong napipigilan. hindi dahil wala na akong nararamdaman, kundi dahil hindi ko alam kung may lugar pa ba ako sa buhay mo ngayon. time passed so fast, pero yung memories natin parang kahapon lang nangyari. minsan napapaisip ako, what if hindi tayo tumigil? what if inayos natin instead of letting everything fall apart? alam mo ba, ang daming nagbago sa akin since then. i tried to move forward, i tried to act like everything is okay, pero deep inside, there’s still this part of me na ikaw pa rin. ang hirap i-explain, kasi kahit anong gawin ko, bumabalik pa rin ako sa thought na “ikaw sana.” maybe it’s because you were not just someone to me, you were my comfort, my peace, and my chaos all at the same time. naiisip ko rin kung naaalala mo pa ba ako the way i remember you. do you still think about me sometimes? or am i just someone from your past na nakalimutan mo na? i don’t know, and maybe that’s what scares me the most. kasi ako, hindi pa kita nakakalimutan. hindi pa rin nawawala yung “what if” sa isip ko. i’m not saying this para manggulo or to bring back something na wala na. i just want to be honest with what i feel, kahit late na. siguro this is my way of letting things out, kasi ang dami kong “sana” at “baka” na hindi ko nasabi before. if ever dumating yung time na mag-usap tayo ulit, i just hope na hindi na tayo strangers sa isa’t isa. pero if hindi na talaga, i’ll try to understand. maybe some people are meant to stay as memories, not forever. masakit, oo, pero ganon siguro talaga ang buhay. still, i just want you to know na you were once my everything, and that will always mean something to me. i hope you’re happy now, genuinely. and if ever our paths cross again, maybe—just maybe—we can start again, kahit as something simple.
2026-07-05 09:11:15
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Clarken :
MGA nag long message
2026-07-07 10:05:35
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Xhainshi🪐 :
kaka scroll kolang eh.
2026-07-05 04:23:03
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ぎ𝟏 𝐋𝐮𝐟𝐞𝐲 :
mapanakit renji ha
2026-07-04 10:02:14
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ABRM 💯🔥 :
man kakagising kolang tas sinaktan mo agad ako.
2026-07-05 00:38:56
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arthirdyyy :
i revolved around her, I loved her so much na to the point I choose to ignore the pain even it's hurting me deeply, I know you don't want me to drain myself for you, I'm scared that if I open up too much, it might push you away or turn into misunderstanding, I felt thing I never thought I would feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time you're also the person who made me feel a kind of pain I never imagined. I just hoped na that you when you're having a hard time, you would till look at me the way you used to.
2026-07-07 11:32:29
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sel :
a b c e d f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z
2026-07-07 14:56:22
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iloveyou kyle :
even the strongest cried to his other half
2026-07-08 02:41:24
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Cece :
hala, bakit may essay sa comsec..
2026-07-05 22:18:50
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† :
all those nights i was crying and explaining my side just for you to understand how tired and exhausted i am in our relationship but i didn’t give up. You always have reason to fight about something i did back then, the mistakes, the reason why you’re changing and my friends who were noticing how toxic our relationship was But i choose to stay with you because you’re the reason why i believe in love again, you’re the reason why i was ignoring and changing my self just to be better for you, a better girlfriend that you wouldn’t leave even if we had our biggest fight but the thought of you having many friends, gbf that was more prettier than me just ate me up like “am i not enough for him” the night i was asking you if you ever ask for a break up are you gonna date someone else after a months of our breakup? sometimes i check your following list, seeing how many gbf you have, seeing how many pretty girls are in there it overthinks me and make’s me go numb:)
2026-07-05 12:15:39
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𝐊𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢 :
Bro stop it💔
2026-07-04 09:25:25
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IloveyouKacchanyousohandsome :
Andami-daming lines ni Hakuji/Akaza tas ito pa talaga pinili mo..🥺
2026-07-05 03:03:21
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Primo.rentzsu𐙚 :
I loved you in the quietest ways. In the kind of ways no one ever notices because they happen behind closed doors, inside sleepless nights, inside the thousand little choices where I kept choosing you over myself. I loved you so deeply that I mistook self-destruction for devotion. Every time something inside me broke, I convinced myself it was only another sacrifice love was asking me to make. I didn't realize I was slowly becoming a stranger to the person I used to be. I gave you pieces of myself without keeping count. A little more patience every time I was hurting. A little more understanding every time I felt neglected. A little more forgiveness every time my trust was bruised. I kept handing you fragments of my heart as if I had an endless supply, believing that one day you'd look at everything I'd given and finally realize how much I loved you. I thought if I emptied myself enough, maybe you'd find a reason to stay. I became the person who apologized even when my heart was the one bleeding. I learned how to hide my tears behind "I'm okay," because I was afraid that if I became too difficult to love, you'd leave. I silenced questions that deserved answers. I ignored the heaviness in my chest because I was terrified that acknowledging my pain would become another reason for us to fall apart. I carried conversations, I carried hope, I carried the future I imagined for us, and eventually I carried the unbearable weight of losing myself. The cruelest part is that I didn't notice it happening. Love has a strange way of making sacrifice look beautiful. It whispers that endurance is proof of devotion, that breaking for someone is noble, that surviving on crumbs is enough if they come from the person you love. So I kept shrinking. I made myself easier to forgive, easier to disappoint, easier to leave.
2026-07-05 08:42:06
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Lansiboiii :
5'7 po 60kg yung medyo baggy po sana
2026-07-06 05:59:45
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