@vosbein10: and that's when i realized, silence became my way of coping. i didn't want to argue, explain, or be misunderstood anymore. i just wanted peace, even if that peace came with loneliness. maybe one day, i'll start talking again, but for now, i'm learning how to find comfort in my own quiet.

Shimmiii19 :

Sedihnye slowly lose you past self. I miss my old me. Yang always senyum, happy go lucky tapi bila lama2 hide you own pain. Dia jadi penat and exhausted. Nak penuhi impian semua org, satisfied kan semua pihak 😭. I didn't mean to be this quiet, I do miss my happy go lucky me.

Account not found :

the things that you describe, all of its are real. happened to most of us. but it isnt permanent. it feels like it is, but its not. the fact that you can still remember what it felt like to be yourself means that version of you is still there. deep down. you're not gone. you're just stuck under something heavy right now. getting help actually works. theres no shame in needing that. most people do at some point. remember, you dont have to figure everything alone. and you dont have to wait until you feel better to reach out to people. sometimes just telling someone you’re struggling is enough. the right people wont need you to have energy or perfect words. they will just show up at the right time. you will feel like yourself again. it takes time and it takes help, but it happens. goodluck stranger. we all rooting for you from afar. 🫶🏼

someone :

i hate this ver of myself so much. used to be the loudest one in the group tho 😭😭😭😭

user211699040306 :

miss my spark..

awi :

I've been in your situation and occasionally, still am. But it slowly gets better. Do love yourself more. I'll keep you in my prayers and hope you find peace with yourself. *sending imaginary hugs

hafizasyafannyy :

Aku mendapati diriku semakin hari semakin pendiam, enggan berbicara dengan siapa pun. Begitulah caraku menyadari bahwa hal itu telah menguasaiku. Aku mulai kehilangan minat pada hal-hal yang dulu membuatku bahagia. Aku berhenti membalas pesan, berhenti keluar rumah, dan berhenti berusaha menjelaskan perasaanku. Aku mulai menghindari orang lain—bukan karena membenci mereka, melainkan karena aku tidak punya energi untuk berada di dekat siapa pun. Aku mencoba mengingat kapan terakhir kali aku benar-benar merasa menjadi diriku sendiri, tetapi itu sulit. Rasanya aku telah berubah.

ketta ˙🍓 ̟ !! :

haii kak, kamu gak sendirian karena aku juga gitu but i believe its just temporary and phases! We'll get through it, I'm sure. I simply feel nothing neither sad nor happy and just want to hide from everything so, I’ve chosen to be kinder to myself and spend time alone, even though I don’t quite know how to find my way back to myself. I’ve also been running away from my friends not because I don’t need them, but because I feel it is my responsibility to return to myself. I hope I can find whatever makes me happy and brings me back to life, and I’m praying for you too, be happy yaa kak always

arin :

ts funny...how one random video can find the exact place in your heart you thought had already healed

dya :

everyone says that they miss me but idk, how to respond them cz i miss the person i used to be, too

M. :

i miss the version of me who wasn't afraid of tomorrow. now every rejection feels personal, every silence feels heavy, and every night my thoughts get louder than my own voice. i keep telling myself to be patient, but sometimes i'm just exhausted. i don't need a perfect life. i just want one where i can finally breathe without feeling guilty, work without worrying, smile without pretending, and go to sleep knowing tomorrow doesn't have to be another battle.

🖤 :

I wish I could give you a hug through the screen 🫂 I was once in a place where everything felt heavy. I stopped talking, stopped replying to people, and slowly became someone I didn’t recognize anymore. I remember thinking, “Maybe this is just who I am now.” But life has a quiet way of changing when you least expect it. It wasn’t one big moment that saved me…. it was a hundred tiny ones. The people who stayed. The mornings that felt a little lighter. The realization that I could smile again without pretending :) Today, I’m doing so much better than I ever imagined I would back then. That’s why I hope you don’t give up on yourself. You deserve to experience that version of life too !! I’m rooting for you, even if we’ve never met. Please be gentle with yourself. Better days can exist, even when you can’t see them yet 🤍🥹

Indrian :

Kakkk, you will get your sparks back. Just be gentle to yourself at this moment yaa

Nasyaaalit :

Take your time slowly, always believe that you will find your sparks again 💚

Pawaih :

sedang dlm fasa ni n today is my birthday 🥀

Lusy :

it's okay dear. one day, you will find ur spark again. you will getting stronger than before, it's not easy though. just let it flow, feel what you feel right now

ruangceritaaofficial :

dulu aku org yg sangat happy. Every birthday celebration, every event aku yang paling excited. Tapi lama2 aku jadi orang yg paling diam. aku tak nak jumpa org. Bila kau terlampau banyak disakitkan. Slowly kau berubah 💔💔💔

key loving gyuvin :

kangen diriku sblm covid era😭

hiya :

kdg merasa tubuh ini bkn diri aku🥲

d꩜ :

aku pernah ada di fase ini, rasa asing sama diri sendiri. hari - hari rasanya sepi padahal lingkungan sekitar ramai, rasanya kyk penuh banget di dada dan kepala, diminta ceritain ke orang sekitar juga bingung gimana cara ceritanya krn kita sendiri juga bingung. pada akhirnya aku sadar klo aku butuh bantuan profesional dengan segala pertimbangan dan izin ke keluarga untuk ke psikiater, Alhamdulillah slowly getting better belum 100% sembuh tapi merasa jauh lebih baik. kak aku percayaaaa banget kamu akan dapetin lagi spark itu, gapapa untuk take a time dulu, setelahnya km akan jadi jauhhhhh lebih bersinar. semangat kak dan juga temen temen yang lagi rasain fase ini, kamu gk sendirian. hari baik di masa depan akan dateng jauhhhh lebih cerah 🩷🩷🩷

temenjametmarklee :

fase mati rasa terlama jujur :) berusaha bgt nemuin sparks hidup lg tp abis itu plain lagi rasanya

yuhuu :

growing up is so boring and weird

🍬 :

sheate⁷ :

entah kenapa kalo udah mau mendekati birthday selalu ada difase yg kaya gini, cape sebenernya.. tapi mau gimana lagi