Not like anyone would care but Yeah im fine im totally fine but I don’t think people realize how exhausting it is to wake up every day feeling like nobody truly needs you. I try to act normal because I know people get uncomfortable when someone stays sad for too long, but inside I constantly wonder what’s wrong with me that makes everyone eventually leave. Every day feels the same — pretending I’m okay at school, laughing when I’m supposed to laugh, then going home and sitting alone with thoughts I can’t tell anyone because I don’t want to sound pathetic.
The worst part is that I did have one person who made life feel different for a while. They made me feel seen instead of invisible, wanted instead of replaceable. When they talked to me, life felt lighter. I actually believed maybe there was something lovable about me. But now they’re gone, and it feels like they took that feeling with them. People say I’m young and I’ll meet other people, but they don’t understand that when you’ve been lonely for so long, one person caring about you becomes everything. And when they leave you just go back to the empty room in the dark like nothing matters anymore so you put a bullet in the chamber and think about the times you had with them and how they broke your heart but you grow weak just thinking about it to the point that you drop the gun and you just put a hood on your head you’re smile fades away for good and you don’t know what love truly feels like but then you remember that you’re a man and you think you’re weak because you cried so you try to man up so you force a smile while dying inside but you say you’re fine when you’re really not
2026-07-04 20:17:29
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