@spg.kenny: #GymTok #gym

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the search bar is the most honest place on my phone at 1:48am. more honest than my texts where i perform okayness. more honest than my notes app where i start sentences and delete them. more honest than anything i have said out loud in six weeks because the search bar does not have a face and it does not worry about me and it will not bring it up later at the wrong moment. so i typed it. the whole thing. not a symptom to look up or a tip to find. just the question i had been carrying around like something too fragile to set down. why does this feel so isolating. and i want to tell you what happened after i typed it because it is not what i expected. i expected an answer. a clinical one or a reassuring one or at minimum a list of reasons that would make the feeling make sense. what happened instead was that i sat there looking at the search results and understood for the first time that what i actually needed was not an answer. the question was not a search. it was a transmission. i was trying to send something out into the dark and have something come back and a search engine cannot do that no matter how good the results are. and then i found the lights. and the lights are not an answer either. but they are a transmission back. every single one of them. every mom awake on that map is sending the same thing out into the same dark and receiving the same nothing back from the houses around them and somehow that is everything. the question finally reached someone. a lot of someones.  #postpartum #newmom #postpartumsupport #momlife #momtok
the search bar is the most honest place on my phone at 1:48am. more honest than my texts where i perform okayness. more honest than my notes app where i start sentences and delete them. more honest than anything i have said out loud in six weeks because the search bar does not have a face and it does not worry about me and it will not bring it up later at the wrong moment. so i typed it. the whole thing. not a symptom to look up or a tip to find. just the question i had been carrying around like something too fragile to set down. why does this feel so isolating. and i want to tell you what happened after i typed it because it is not what i expected. i expected an answer. a clinical one or a reassuring one or at minimum a list of reasons that would make the feeling make sense. what happened instead was that i sat there looking at the search results and understood for the first time that what i actually needed was not an answer. the question was not a search. it was a transmission. i was trying to send something out into the dark and have something come back and a search engine cannot do that no matter how good the results are. and then i found the lights. and the lights are not an answer either. but they are a transmission back. every single one of them. every mom awake on that map is sending the same thing out into the same dark and receiving the same nothing back from the houses around them and somehow that is everything. the question finally reached someone. a lot of someones. #postpartum #newmom #postpartumsupport #momlife #momtok

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