@jhaeiya: 5 minutes craft#theonethatgotaway #5minutecrafts #reminisce

jgsa :

ELLLLWEWVVVWWNNN

Segzz :

I’m the only one that’s serious rn

Alas :

tidy just let me know 😉 to get it means kay 🤠 to get it ☺️😁 to get it 😀😀 to get it ☺️😁 so I love it 5

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5 minutes yearning

cjay_lsmhx :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you😕😕

Kiva :

Learning

Cxrl :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you😕😕

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To be honest I cared about you I truly did, more deeply than i ever expected myself to. not in a loud or chaotic way, but in a quiet kind of devotion the kind that chooses to stay even when l been leaving would have simpler. i held on to us in silence, with consistency and a patience i didn’t even realize i had within me. i adjusted parts of who i was just to make things work, and back then, i never saw it as losing myself. i thought that was what love meant, something that asks you to endure, to understand, to keep choosing someone even when it’s hard. but caring about you wasn’t enough to keep us together. effort didn’t become something extraordinary. all the hoping, all the trying, all the times i believed we’d find our way back still couldn’t change how things ended. and that’s what stays with me the most—the realization that sometimes you can give your best and still lose someone without a clear reason. no dramatic ending, no one to blame, just two people slowly growing apart because they needed different things or felt things differently i go over everything in my mind, not because i think i can change it, but because a part of me refuses to believe that what we had was ever something small. it meant something to me. you meant something to me. i hate how it can look so simple from the outside, like it was just another ending, because to me, it wasn’t. it stayed with me. it changed the way i speak, the way i wait, the way i care, the way i love now i’m not as hard on myself as i used to be. i was there. i was honest. i gave you everything i knew how to give, even when it made me feel vulnerable. and if that still wasn’t enough, then maybe it was never about me falling short, maybe it was about timing, about not meeting in the same place, about things that no amount of effort could ever fix i’ll miss you, but i won’t run after you. i’ll think of you, but i won’t reopen the parts of me that are trying to heal. and maybe someday, the feeling will soften into something quieter, not gone, just easier to carry. until then, i’ll let myself feel it, because what i felt for you was real, and losing you doesn’t take that away

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i loved you,i really did. not in the loud, reckless way, but in the way a man stays when it would’ve been easier to leave. i fought for us quietly, consistently, with patience i didn’t even know i had. i bent parts of myself just to make space for you, and i never once thought of it as a loss back then. i thought love was supposed to hurt a little, supposed to ask you to endure but loving you didn’t save us. effort didn’t turn into a miracle. all that wanting, all that choosing, still wasn’t enough to change the ending. and that’s the part i keep sitting with, the idea that you can do everything right and still lose someone. no grand betrayal. just two people wanting different things at different depths i replay everything in my head, not because i think i can fix it, but because part of me refuses to let it be small. what we had mattered to me. you mattered to me. i hate how easy it looks from the outside, like it was just another story that ended. it wasn’t. it lived in me. it shaped the way i speak, the way i wait, the way i love now i don’t blame myself the way i used to. i showed up. i stayed honest. i loved you in the only way i knew how, fully, even when it scared me. if that wasn’t enough, then maybe it was never about my lack, but about timing, about alignment, about things no amount of fighting could fix i’ll miss you without chasing you. i’ll remember you without reopening wounds. and one day, the yearning will soften into something quieter, not gone, just gentler. until then, i’ll let myself feel it. because loving you was real, and losing you doesn’t erase that.

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yearning while learning

YHUNO ASHFORD 💗 :

no more long message for now.. i just realize na nag hahabol ako sa babaeng hindi nmn ako minahal at hindi rin nakita mga effort ko just for her...

neyo :

diy or do i cry?

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d.i.y or do i cry:(

hello:D :

I don't get it?

francy_ :

solar :

she's my one that got away, pero minsan mapaglaro ang tadhana, "loving someone doesn't meant for you" na para bang nagmamahal lang ako para masaktan

Sigmaire^^ :

Gagi tumatawa katabi ko sa jeep