@bloodonmythigh0: I wonder if people ever notice the exact moment someone begins disappearing. Not physically just… quietly The calls become shorter. The laughter sounds rehearsed. You stop talking because explaining yourself feels impossible and eventually everyone mistakes your silence for peace. Maybe that’s all I’ve become now a person who’s easier to misunderstand than to know. I keep asking myself whether I changed, or if this is who I’ve always been underneath everything else. I can’t remember the last time I felt certain about anything. Every answer becomes another question, every memory feels like it belongs to someone else. If I disappeared from the version of me everyone remembers, would anyone notice that I was already gone long before they realized? #cryoffear#real#fyp#foryou#vent @🥩 idea