@thestargazer420: I remember something she had once written me. "I don't know what you did, but you made me feel so weak whenever I see you." jokingly, she blamed it on some form of witchcraft. but I never saw the appeal in myself. I used to never be able to do so, and even now I mostly can't now that she's gone. but when she wasn't gone, I used to be in her arms looking into her eyes. She would tell me the sweetest and softest of words, she would make me FEEL that I was really loved by somebody. by anybody, really. ☆ I used to be so much better than what I am now. I don't understand why even after almost 3 years, I still continue to cry. I still continue to keep drinking these horrible thoughts down like water and it's starting to kill me. endless nights that become restless, almost never a single night to where I can sleep just fine, consistent stress lingering, constant paranoia, the whole fucking book. I hate it. I don't like the way that the life I have is just putting me through constant pain while I watched others who grew up and watched me drown in the water while they got to climb out safely. One day, I know I'll end up being cowardly and give up. I know there's gonna be one tiny part in that future that makes me act off of a singular irrational decision that takes me out of the picture. But it's not now, because I know I'm too scared to even try. I have some mind with me enough to know that it's not a good idea. But in a realistic view, if my family can't finally get off of their ass and give me proper help without anyone getting in trouble within just a few years? I literally just have a destinated expiration date. I still have parts of my mind that recognize what's right and wrong, and what's currently going on with everything around and within me? Everything is wrong. 👁️

Andy.Redhood :

Why is this song making me cry actual tears 😭

<|> Moxii !! <|> :

i actually remember one person that disappeared out of nowhere from my life, and then i found them and they didnt know me at all.

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Genuinely I feel you. The description, I can literally relate. I’m sorry tho man. This genuinely almost made me cry of memories. I just don’t understand why people can’t stay. I just need someone to stay through the rough times. You need someone to stay with you through it all. I’m sorry.

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you dude did you like take this story from a book? the description sounds Hella interesting

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help +12% XP :

And the guilt grows, it suffocates, and chokes your will.

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dude this quote honestly creeper me out keep up the good work!!!

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I do ts every night😭

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I see every single one of their faces, I hear their laughs and sometimes I feel like I’m losing my mind

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