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al3x4⁷ :
i’m in church when i’m the saddest
2026-07-06 15:05:22
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fretztarawi5 :
the heavy guilt of entering the church, knowing that I no longer believe, that I hated religion more than anything, that I envy the phrase 'dear lord Jesus', knowing that I tried so hard to strengthen my faith, to trust him, to grow, but I just couldn't. I used to believe.
2026-07-06 08:41:41
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everytime i enter church i just kneel and close my eyes hoping that there's a prayer that i could think of. if there's something that i could ask, thank, nor ask forgiveness to him, but there's none.
2026-07-06 08:57:53
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🦕 :
"lord, sana pakinggan mo naman ako this time"
2026-07-06 08:35:39
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az :
im the saddest, most grateful human being u can see there
2026-07-06 10:03:31
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"ive tried calling to you many times, you never gave me a sign that you're really there."
2026-07-06 10:47:55
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nox :
"lord, alam kong ramdam niyo kahit 'di ko sabihin..."
2026-07-06 10:02:53
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sei :
I can’t remember kailan nagsimula yung doubt ko Sakaniya pero nandito pa rin yung guilt. I tried so hard to stop myself to drift apart from Him pero siguro naman maintindihan Niya kung bakit.
2026-07-06 09:17:02
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jd :
"lord, kahit ngayon lang oh—"
2026-07-06 09:00:21
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qi :
i stopped going to church when it started feeling like a routine, i want it to be sincere and not use it a distraction or just somthing to pass time pero ang hirap din pala
2026-07-07 01:22:23
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izy :
I used to be the most religious person among my friend groups. I used to be so faithful to God, but now I don’t know… it feels like my faith is slowly fading. My friends and family have always known how much I wanted to become a nun, but now I’m not even sure anymore. I still believe that God exists, but I don’t feel the same joy I used to whenever I’m in church. Before, church was where I felt the happiest, most peaceful, and most content. The feeling was different back then. Now, I don’t know what changed—I just don’t feel that same closeness anymore, and it’s been weighing on my heart.
2026-07-06 10:21:50
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riah :
i just wanna reminder y'all that God is always listening but it goes two ways, you also have to listen to God, if you feel like God isn't listening to you, try listening to Him first :) i hope y'all never lose hope! i promise it gets better.
2026-07-07 06:29:16
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aela :
to the ppl who used to believe, i would like to pray for all of you. may my prayers reach you. may all the hurting stop and change into positive things. hugs with consent to all!
2026-07-06 14:34:56
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Luna :
I can't even remember the last time I went to church. The guilt that eats me every time I take a step back. The weird feeling I get whenever I try to reach to Him, like I'm some kind of hypocrite. This is such a sensitive topic for me.
2026-07-06 08:46:46
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Chi :
He's there. listening. We just don't know what he's doing. :))
2026-07-06 12:08:03
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makki :
i think the biggest reason for my atheism is the idea of an eternal, all knowing and ever loving god not being able to accept me for who i am. im already not loved, why would i want to believe that im even more unlovable than i already am [cry]
2026-07-06 09:49:00
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damn right :
idk what i feel bout this anymore. grief? guilt? resentment? disillusionment? idk. walking into a church feels so damn unfamiliar now, which is ironic considering i practically grew up in one. i was active, surrounded by people who genuinely believed, and i really thought i'd end up the same. when i started questioning things, i didn't just call it quits, i stayed longer than i wanted to. i read, i prayed, i listened, looked into different religions, and kept hoping something would eventually make sense. guess that's why it's still weird sometimes, my mind alr accepted where i stand, but years of being told this was the only truth don't just disappear. it's crazy how your beliefs can change, but your brain still remembers the person you used to be. i don't believe anymore. it's weird grieving people who are still in your life, knowing they might never know the real you
2026-07-06 09:32:48
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ki :
there’s forever a dull ache in my chest whenever i’m in church. I’m so full of guilt and i always feel as if i’m lacking something important, maybe it’s God, maybe it’s faith. I desperately wanna stay religious but it’s so painful, because no amount of praying has ever helped me :(
2026-07-06 09:25:31
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