onmarsrn :
I miss you. It was stupid for me to break up with you and i know it. From the second i sent the "I'm sorry but we're done" message i already felt regret, but i couldn't delete it. I couldn't delete it because i had to go to school. When school was over and i got out, i immidiatly wanted to delete it, but it was too late. I was too late. If i would've been 3 minutes faster you wouldn't have read it yet and we'd probably still have been dating. The moment i read your reply, my heart sank. 'Ok' nothing else. Did i really just mean that much to you? Or we're you in shock. I mean, what did you except though. You never answered my messages even if i could see that you were online. Even though we only dated for almost 5 months, i really thought i had a future with you, even though i never saw one for myself. But there was another problem, you wanted kids and i didn't. You wanted 3. Every night after the break up i was overthinking about how you were doing, but i did it for the best. For both of our mental health. I always wanted a reply, that could l've drained you because you could feel bad for not answering. But why did you never answer? You were basically always online, but no, most of the time you only replied after 3 days. I only met you a month before we started dating, but i really did love you. I really did. Everyone knows and everyone knew. I called you whenever i was able to. Even when i was on a school trip. Even when i was busy with school. Even when i was stressing about school and friends and other drama going on in my life, i still made time for you. I spend all my time on you. Everytime i was at school i said the same sentence every 5 minutes. "I miss *your name*". It's true, i did miss you. And i still do, but not in the way i did back then. Back then, i missed your texts. Now, i miss everything about you. I was finally starting to get over you, but why did your best friend need to text me. I was thinking about you at 3am, and then someone that i never knew about texts me, scolding me out and asking why i came into your life just to make it good and leave like it was just for fun. I reread the message for 30 minutes straight. (Reply's)
2026-07-16 00:07:13