@theblessedbhie: walong taon. my longest manifestation journey yet. una sa lahat, hindi pa rin ako makapaniwalang sumablay na ako. sa totoo lang, hindi ko talaga alam kung paano ako naka-survive. hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses kong iniyakan at halos sukuan ito. pero kahit naging "sumpa" in a way ang pagtagal ko sa UP, truthfully, i know that it was genuinely a privilege to be able to take my time to finish school. minanifest ko rin naman talaga maranasan ang totoong iska life, at natupad nga siya. hehe (^____^) siguro the best way i could describe my UP journey is that it felt like an almost-tragic divine comedy. on the day of my UPCAT, i suddenly came down with such a horrible stomach bug that i could barely answer anything. going home, we had to endure a 6-hour-long traffic jam that span across Los Baños and Calamba, and ended up arriving home at 4 AM. a couple of hours later, while feeling incredibly tired and defeated, one of my teachers doubled down on how i felt by humiliating me for being late to class. "siguradihin mong makapasa ka ha." i still feel ashamed whenever i think about that day. i felt like the unluckiest. i hope 20-year-old aly knows that it was worth it to begin again. i hope she knows that she doesn't have to worry about burdering her family with university expenses. i hope she knows that she could breathe easy despite the lack of a concrete plan. i hope she knows that through this journey, she was able to start a magickal career doing what she loves most. i hope she knows that everything does work out in the end (and a part of me believes that it was her blind courage and foresight that made this dream possible). hiniling at ipinagdasal ko 'to for over 14 years, at sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan ang sunod na kabanata pagkatapos kong paikutin ang buong buhay ko sa aking pangarap. who knows? maybe things will continue to fall into place if i just allow my trusty tarot cards and the stars to guide me for now. after all, faith is what encouraged me to keep going. against all odds. anyway, ang masasabi ko na lang din talaga ay... grabe, ang sarap pala sa feeling na matupad ang pangarap na akala mo hanggang fantasy lang. kaya if you're reading this, take this as a sign: please, please go for it. take that risk. make that bold move. listen to your heart!!! i swear, it'll all be worth it, even if it takes you several years. lagi't lagi para sa bayan! as above, so below.

theblessedbhie!

Open In TikTok:

Region: PH

Monday 06 July 2026 01:13:34 GMT