@dwzrobotics: Part 144 | Lay Me Down - Sam Smith #fyp #lyrics #arduino #dwzrobotics

kyzen. :

yearning for the girl I have no chance to get.

JM :

I'm really sorry for hurting you. I've been thinking about what I did and I know I was wrong, and there is no excuse or justification that makes it okay. I should have been more considerate and thought about how it would affect you. I never want to be the reason you feel hurt or unappreciated because you mean a lot to me and our relationship matters to me. I can’t change what happened but I can learn from it and do better. I’m sorry for letting my guard down and for letting my emotions get the best of me. I’m not saying that to make excuses, I just want you to know that I’m aware of my mistakes, not just words. I’m sorry for letting you down and I hope you can see that I am serious about making things right. I take full responsibility for my actions because there’s no excuse and I should have known better. I understand why you’re upset and you have every right to be mad at me. I was wrong and I shouldn’t have reacted that way. I promise to do better, I will never do that to someone I care about. I am owning up to what I did, and instead of trying to defend myself, I’m going to learn from this and be more mindful and respectful moving forward. I’ll prove it by doing better.

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to my avoidant baby, I won't beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I'm starting to understand that love shouldn't feel like i have to keep proving i'm worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I've tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I've ever felt. I kept telling myself na "intindihin mo s'ya, ganto lang talaga siya" while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you'll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would've been easier to walk away. I don't hate you. I don't blame you. But I'm finally accepting that I can't be the only one fighting for something that's supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this. I hope you understand that I didn't leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay. I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I'm letting go of the version of you that only exists when it's convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore.

no.1 global yearner :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you, but it just ended on a random day

chay :

kailan ba ako naging sapat?

hndsm_yielx :

balik ka na please.

shailuvspink :

sabi mo, hindi ka aalis. pero umalis ka wt saying goodbye 🙁

juls :

nabasa niya message ko pero mas pinili niyang iignore ako :((

Kyru :

Miss na kita love.(niiki)

⋆｡˚꒰ঌHANNAH໒꒱˚｡⋆ :

napapagod kayung intindihin Ako?bakit Ako ba napagod intindihin kayu Yan tayu ih pag dating sakin Ang bilis mapagod ih hahahaha samantalang Ako tong nag titiis sa sakit maintindihan lang kayu.Ang sakit at Ang hirap lang sa part na bakit pag dating sakin ganito?daming thoughts daming problema yeah I know na di lang Ako may prob Kasi LAHAT namn tayu nakakaranas Nyan ih pero bakit?bakit di nyoko kaya intindihin ahahah?bakit kaylangan Ako lagi mag aadjus kahit Ako nahihirapan din. namn? hahhaha

champagnemami :

hindi naman naging kami pero hahahwhaha

sleepdeprived :

wow, sumakto ka pa talaga

elley :

ang gulo nya,minsan gusto nya ko minsan hindi :((

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I also wanna be loved

Danielle :