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luviruxs
Wyn :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you
2026-07-11 23:13:15
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realaykyu
JINTAA🥷🏻 :
puro eguitar na fyp ko ah, sign naba toh
2026-07-09 23:54:01
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_alex.vpn19
Alex✌️ :
"Hindi na maliligaw"
2026-07-23 23:23:12
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jr29580
MARCOO🎸 :
piram preset boss
2026-07-07 09:21:00
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princeyy1719
Princeyy :
galing sarap mag mahal ulit
2026-07-29 09:16:18
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lykaaustria28
lyka doctor :
napa ganto ako eh.
2026-07-28 13:14:09
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shinbilog.3
Audrey<3 🎶🎤 :
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY ARGHHHH
2026-07-11 02:10:52
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useromyhhsgily_jk_sb
@ma_yoo? :
wala e, sya pa din talaga
2026-07-30 06:24:31
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zomboid.rblx
MarkCastillas💞 :
Tapos Na Journey Ko
2026-08-02 20:35:53
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itz_cess136
itz_cess136 :
it just feels unfair, because you were the one who came into my life first. hindi naman ako yung lumapit sayo, hindi naman kita hinanap. ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat ng ginagawa natin. you were the one who made everything feel real, like it wasn’t just something temporary. I wasn’t even looking for you, but somehow, you became part of my everyday. little by little, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa paraan ng pakikipag-usap mo, sa paraan ng pagtrato mo sa akin. you made me feel like I mattered, like I was someone you genuinely wanted, someone worth choosing. but now I realize… maybe you just loved the idea of loving me. maybe you liked how I cared, how I stayed, how I understood you. but when it came to actually choosing me, to standing by what we had, you couldn’t do it. you couldn’t be certain, and you couldn’t be consistent. hindi ako tanga para hindi mapansin yan. I see everything, I feel everything. napapansin ko yung maliliit na pagbabago—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga pagkakataon na parang wala ka na. hindi ako bulag para hindi makita kung sino ang mas nag-eeffort, kung sino ang mas may pakialam, at kung sino ang mas natatakot na mawala ang isa’t isa. hindi ako tanga para hindi mapansin na china-chat mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—kapag okay ka, kapag masaya ka, kapag convenient para sayo. but have you ever thought na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? even in your lowest, kaya kong iparamdam sayo na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was willing to stay, not just in your good days, but even in your worst ones. alam ko kung kailan nagbabago ang trato mo. ramdam ko kung kailan ka hindi na sigurado. and even without you saying anything, naiintindihan ko kung ano na yung nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, even when I already knew the truth.and the truth is, kahit nakikita ko na lahat, I still stayed. I stayed even when things started to feel one-sided.☹️
2026-07-10 11:22:54
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def.not.troyyy
troycycle :
tut sa may strumming na part yung intro
2026-07-09 13:47:54
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_unkwje
￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴ ￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴￴ ￴ :
haha ayon dumami reasons nya sa break up namin kaya ni let go ko nalang, wala ng ma reason na iba e
2026-07-12 13:18:28
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jamesundefeated2
James :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.
2026-07-10 10:52:48
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audioalchemy.1
ryx.zae :
solid peram chords at strumming pttern
2026-07-07 22:07:27
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0nicxbility_
'causeyouhaveto :
ano guitar mo?
2026-07-27 13:22:24
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defntly_jhanisa
jhanisa :
yiss galing, napa gantu "☹️" ako oh
2026-07-30 06:29:30
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tristaynt0
️itstristan :
bibilan po ako this month na inspire ako ehh
2026-08-04 13:13:09
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denden_062
usernotfound :
Meron pong "konsensya"? yung part ni blaster
2026-07-26 02:52:18
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