@karensikisi: super honest post: i haven’t been doing so well. i’ve been dealing with a lot behind the scenes, and it’s been taking a serious toll on my mental health and my relationship with God. tbh, i’ve grown resentful toward the Lord over everything He has allowed over the past 6 years, and yet i’m still here. i’ve seen so many people walk away from God, and i’ve thought about doing the same multiple times. but as jeremiah says in jeremiah 20:9 “but if i say i’ll never mention the LORD or speak in his name, his word burns in my heart like a fire. it’s like a fire in my bones! i am worn out trying to hold it in! i can’t do it!” that’s my why. God help me. #christian #christiantiktok #praying

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karensikisi
karensikisi :
i’m so tired chat. like so tired.
2026-07-06 16:25:11
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acehardwarewilldfindyou
Jack :
thank you. in struggling to stay here. but I'm here
2026-07-07 00:10:12
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poetryintherain
Laura :
Pray. Just pray, darling. No matter how exhausted you are, come to Him as you are. There is no need to pray in fancy words. Lay it all out infront of Him. The exhaustion, the ache, the worries. Tell Him as it is. Jesus said in Matthew 11 : 28. "come to me all who are weary and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." God is patient, and loves you in every season of your life.
2026-07-06 20:35:33
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wild_mangos
Laney🦋 :
Sometimes I have thought about this ngl. And when times get tough and I fall back into that stage of just going completely quiet on the Lord I sometimes question if he was ever there. My deep despair brings me to the mindset of “maybe I just imagined it”. But then I get to thinking about all the times I genuinely felt him, about the joy he brung me & the times I spent with Him. I think about how I cried and he heard and came through everything I’ve been through I think about. I start to cry too because none of that was fake, none of my joy was fake, He was there and still is, I know he is. Sometimes my mental health literally makes me check out but even then the Lord is reaching me with my daily scripture that pops up on my Home Screen or through TikTok when I doom scroll or through anime that I watch. He lets me know despite what I say that he’s still here. Right now I’m waiting on something that I’m scared he’ll leave me hanging in the waiting room—it’s so hard to give him all control over my life but it’s something I choose to do daily. Why? Because after all I’ve learned in my 2 years with the Lord there is no life without him. Even the ones who look like they’re living are struggling. So why would I struggle in this world alone? You’ll be okay, persevere till the very end🫶🏾
2026-07-07 06:49:40
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_emxqxa
emma :
i need help, i've been feeling like this for months. i'm doubting Him, i feel like giving up on faith, and i got nobody to talk about this with. i'm so scared, i dont wanna lose faith, but im so tired and so paranoied, i cant feel His presence, His peace, His love, nothing, i start doubting that He is real, even tho He helped me before and i know it was Him. i dont know what to do, i need prayers
2026-08-02 07:34:06
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beaneah_
beani🎱🎧˚💫٭🫧 :
you guys are giving me so much strength to believe again 🥹
2026-08-08 09:21:28
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zoe_robs
zoe :
1 Peter 5:9 and Joshua 1:5. You are not alone in anything you’re going through. You have us, your brothers and sisters to help in any way we can and most importantly you have Him, your Shoulder to lean on. What you’re going through is temporary, God is using this to make something super duper good for you. As you hold on, be like Jesus Who endured the cross for us. He didn’t look at the horrible agony and suffering of the cross, He looked at the joy that would come after the cross. He didn’t focus on His bad current situation in that moment, He focused on the good that His current situation would bring (Hebrews 12:2). I don’t know everything you’re going through but if you need anything at all, even if you just want to talk, feel free to dm me and I’ll be more than willing to help in any way that I can. I love you sister and so does He ♥️
2026-08-08 23:05:32
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thearstory
ARStory :
it was never about giving up on God, but giving it to God. surrender the fight to Him, surrender the fear to Him, surrender everything to Him.🔥
2026-07-06 16:28:45
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jewlie_19
🏑ewlie_19 :
ive been really exhausted too. i can barely pray or read my Bible. sometimes i question is god even real? like i just cant fully wrap my head around it, but ive experienced him. im just upset like I cant even move. nothing brings me joy anymore
2026-07-08 01:17:49
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user1248076414724886 :
been unemployed for months and months and i still cant hear His answer
2026-07-16 07:13:56
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Niaaaa :
i fear this is how jesus is with us when we dont repent frm our sins n hurt him he still says “im still here”
2026-07-31 05:09:35
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sugaplum385
sugaplum385 :
sometimes all he asks is that you rest in how you are feeling. rest in the emotions, don’t rush through them and try to think that you have to fix yourself for his sake. sometimes he just wants you to be tired so he can take over where you can’t. sit in the resentment, feel the resentment. take it to him and tell him exactly how you feel, when you feel it, why you feel it, etc. journaling helps too! 💗
2026-07-06 19:07:50
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oreofef
oreofe :
this is so real, thank you for being vulnerable 🤍 all i do is show up and tell Him im tired, and He knows you’re tired, He knows time and time again when you bring it to Him countless times, it can become quite frustrating and that will make you want to pull away, to run away, and even when you do run away, when you find yourself indulging in things you promised you wouldn’t indulge in, you begin to feel empty, you want to go to Him but you’re too frustrated and tired and angry to go to Him, yet your heart still longs to be close to Him, and He is always ready to meet you where you’re at, not with frustration, not with disappointment, not with condemnation but with love, compassion and grace. He loves you, He’s holding you in the middle of this and you’re allowed to feel all what you feel, you can tell Him you’re exhausted over and over again, He never gets tired of listening to You🤍praying for you 🤍
2026-07-07 06:00:29
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notsuccessx
𝑆𝑢𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠 ꨄ :
“Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.” 1 Peter 5 : 7 NLT Im so proud of you and know that God sees your efforts! Keep choosing Jesus ❤️
2026-07-06 16:26:09
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basiltea8
BasilTea :
This too shall pass.
2026-07-07 02:37:07
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anthonym_942
anthonym :
And to be honest, that's what keeps me going, because I believe that I wouldn't be in this situation unless there's a reason. I always tell myself everything happens for a reason, even if it's not the outcome I wanted
2026-07-07 02:22:22
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rosefold126
rosefold126 :
CAN I GET AMENNNNNNN
2026-07-06 16:24:23
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angeldelights0
𝒟𝒾𝒶 🧁🕯️🍂 :
going through the same. but the truth remains the truth. i’ll still pray and try to follow God. being in the world side aint the best thing u’ll want to do
2026-07-06 20:25:02
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nuhiiiq
nuhiiiq :
wait,im still having a hard time but girl you once made my spark come back i remember watching your videos and being so happy I'll be rooting for you.
2026-07-07 16:00:50
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m.ayee1
maye :
How do you not give up tho? Like I fear I’m not believing again, I don’t want to lose the Lord but I don’t have anything else to offer and I don’t think he does to
2026-07-09 08:00:20
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tiffanymalik001
Leyo G :
I'm on this phase but I still trust Him
2026-07-30 09:34:23
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ashton_p
ashton_p :
Hanging by a threads thread…. I feel you sis
2026-07-22 16:44:46
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enythescientist
eny. :
struggling to stay here while still hopeful all of this means something.
2026-07-07 07:19:56
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cliatitus
Clia Titus :
That slither of hope that life will be better
2026-07-07 13:04:06
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