@pizzawithpineapples_: Healed, yet still mourning the part of me that had to die so I could live now.

deej :

I wasn't born with these walls. Someone taught me that being vulnerable could cost me everything.

siey_ :

i know one day the sparks in me will come back

𝓝𝓬𝔂. :

I realized that going back to him feels like I could find myself again..but I couldn't..it just unlocks old memories and resentment..I just miss that version of me before I met him so much..

🫧 :

i’m still full of love but i misses how i used to love freely, without any doubts and hesitations.

🌙 :

Someone asked me this the other day, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I just sat there, staring at the ceiling, trying to find an answer. Can I offer you a different perspective? I don't think seeing him is what upset you. I think seeing him brought you back to the version of yourself who loved him. The girl who waited. The girl who believed things would work out. The girl who never got the ending she needed. You didn't just run into him. You ran into her. And I'm wondering... was that the part that felt unbearable?

en :

years of building my self confidence and self esteem just to be told by the person i loved the most that she no longer feel attraction for me for months. yet inside those months, she was complimenting me and telling me im pretty. now i cannot look in the mirror with the same confidence i had before. i understand it’s what she feels and doesn’t reflect with how i look, but it made me feel ugly that i kept wondering how to change my appearance to feel pretty again. i also started comparing myself to every pretty girls in my fyp, haha 🥲

c j a y :

i miss the way i could see how much i loved someone, i was the kindest and most caring person, now i have to learn how to be that way again without that person in my life anymore

🥢 :

𝓨𝒶𝓷𝓲𝑒ᡣ𐭩 :

I miss the innocence

itsme_luna0313 :

maechang :

That was just 4 months of my life, but why do i have to live with it?

MiraBell :

The girl who wouldve said ‘ hes not like that, i know him ‘ to ‘ apparently i dont really know him after all ‘

raketnireyna :

A year after my biggest heartbreak, someone started talking to me and I said I don't think I'm ready yet. He said I probably am still missing my ex. I said no. And this is what I meant. I don't miss my ex anymore. I miss me.

. :

i miss the version of me who didn't know his existence

rei :

building up a new version so i’ll never have to see myself suffer again

sachi222 :

seriously yeah, i miss my innocent self where i don’t overthink or fear anything before getting hurt

xies.ae :

don't do this to me

chano :

Ally ᥫ᭡ :

pelsy mae :

yep :))))))))))) if the exchange for love is my peace then i would rather be single for the rest of my life

richiret🏎️ :

and while healing i noticed that the old jolly me is missing and as of the moment i am eager to bring it back coz this is not me...this is not what i imagined.