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⋆𐙚˚࿔𝓷𝓮𝔂𝓸 ༝ :

diy or do i cry?

germanynrome :

learning or yearning?

L :

"Do you only love me cause you have to?" No, I love you with all my heart but you did more to, make it go away, i love you, but you made it go away you always go to other girls, instead of talking all your problems to me you tell it someone and that someone is my cousin, that's the part where it hurts, she's always there for you but never to me... Who will be there for me?? Who will be there to comfort me?? Who will be on my side?? Why does she always get what she wants what about me??? Am i not included?? Am i not the one for you?? "At least I will see you be happy with someone, than be sad with me"

️yanyan:> :

Mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you

️ :

do you only love me cause you have to?

ʟᴏᴇ :

backburner, di pinursue, second option, di pinili, laging pangalawa, standby lang, backup plan, never priority, almost pero hindi, reserve lang, last pick, pang-lipas oras, fallback palagi, hindi inuna, hindi sineryoso, hindi pinansin, laging nasa gilid lang, parang choice lang kapag wala nang iba, laging panghuli sa listahan, hindi kailanman una sa isip mo, sandalan lang kapag kailangan mo ng kausap, pansamantalang kasama kapag masaya ka, kapag wala kang ibang mapagkukunan, ako yung boses mo kapag hindi malinaw ang isip mo, ako yung kahinaan mo na tinitingnan mo lang kapag hindi ka masaya sa ibang tao, parang comfort zone na hindi mo alam kung seryoso ka o hindi, laging pangalawa sa desisyon, pang-reserve lang, kung kelan convenient sa’yo, kung kailan free ang oras mo, ako yung ‘almost’ pero hindi naging ‘ikaw’, ako yung naiisip mo kapag hindi nag-work yung una mong pinili, ako yung extra na iniwan mo sa huli, ako yung hindi napag-isipan, hindi tinutukan, hindi inuna, hindi minindset, hindi pinapahalagahan, parang placeholder lang sa buhay mo, parang panandalian, hindi tunay na mahalaga, pero nandyan lang palagi, handa lang umako kapag wala nang iba, parang echo sa isip mo na hindi mo kayang itigil, parang damdaming iniwan mo sa gilid, laging standby, laging nakahanda, laging nasa likod ng priority mo, hindi pinipili, hindi pinag-iisipan, hindi pinapansin, parang laging pangalawa, pang-reserve, pang-ubos lang ng oras, never truly chosen, almost pero hindi, di kailanman una, di seryoso, di tunay, laging nasa huli, di kailanman sa unahan, pang-lipas oras, pang-replace, pang-comfort, pang-backup, pang-extra, pang-boredom, pang-second thought, pang-fill in, pang-temporary, pang-huli, pang-extras, pang-standby, pang-always waiting.

wowowinsh :

ye, Imy Yes, ily but I know you dont love me bcs you love your goals and yourself first. I’m here, quietly supporting you and loving you from a distance. I know this is hard, but idk what to do anymore. My friends keep telling me that I need to let you go, but how? I don’t even know how to stop loving you, even though we were never together. idk my mind is exhausted and drained. I just hope that in the future, were still friends. Always take care of yourself and keep loving yourself. And if you find someone who will love you, I hope she takes good care of you and loves you as much as you deserve. Every time I see you, I feel so weak. I get butterflies, I fold, or whatever you want to call it. And now that we finally got a picture together, that's when I decided to let you go even though there was never really an "us." It's been 5 months since I started loving and liking you. They may not support me because they think I've been making a fool of myself over you, but don't mind them because I really did love you. My friends or anyone else couldn't change how I felt. But now, I'm finally letting you go from my heart. I don't know, I just changed my mind because I realized the truth and finally woke up. I'm only hurting myself by holding on, and I don't want to keep making a fool of myself anymore. So yeah, that's it. And every time "Blessed" by Daniel Caesar starts playing, I can't help but remember you. I guess that song will always remind me of everything I felt for you. Maybe someday, it'll just be another song but for now, it still carries a piece of you. So yeah, that's it. Always take care of yourself. I'll admit it, it was the first time I saw you genuinely smile while we were together. In every picture we've taken before, your smile always seemed a little forced. But this time, it looked real, and I really appreciated it. Thank you. It might have been a small thing to you, but it meant so much to me. 🙂‍↕️🤍

Nadia Evans :

Iiuumm

ylle۶ৎ :

r we learning or yearning?

Aki :

write the instructions or write all the memories with her?

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♡𝕁𝔼𝕆ℕ 𝕊ℍ𝔸ℕ𝔼𝔻𝔼𝔼♡ :

unang ikot, bat moko kinalimot?

IYANGG😼 :

diy or do I yearn?

Frnz :

2 types of diy do it yourself do i yearn?

. :

is it always my fault??

𝙧𝙮𝙖𝙖 :

@neyo:diy or do i cry?

xenarr :

diy or do i yearn?