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things i couldn’t say :
He was my greatest love. We didn’t fall apart because we stopped loving each other. We fell apart because of lack of communication. I was so young. I didn’t know how to handle a relationship yet. I was always the one threatening to end it, testing if he’d stay. And he did, until he couldn’t anymore. Then the roles flipped. It was him begging to be let go while I was begging him to stay. That was the worst part, realizing the person you fought to keep was now fighting to leave. After we broke up, I tried. I talked to someone new. But I was so unfair. I kept looking for him in that person. His presence. His way of making me feel safe. That was my biggest mistake. I entertained someone when I was still bleeding from the last one. A year later, we found our way back to each other. I told myself I just wanted closure. But closure turned into comfort, and comfort turned into me chasing him again. Message after message. Until he finally told me the truth: he liked someone else. And now, the long story short version hurts the most. He graduated. Engineering. He’s engaged. And me? I’m still here. Still moving forward, but slower. Still unlearning him. Still learning how to be whole without him. I’m not mad at him. I’m just sad at how much of me I lost in loving someone so much. And I’m trying, slowly, to find that piece again. Maybe one day “moving on” won’t feel like losing. Maybe it’ll just feel like peace.
2026-08-24 15:49:35
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𝐬. :
i’m so tired. not the kind of tired that disappears after sleeping, but the kind that stays kahit paggising mo. every single day i wake up carrying things i never even asked for. people always say “be grateful” and i’m trying, i swear i am, but sometimes i don’t even know what i’m supposed to be grateful for when everything around me feels so heavy. i keep seeing people with complete families, laughing together, eating together, celebrating birthdays together, going on random road trips, taking pictures that actually look happy. and every time i see them, the first thing that comes to my mind is, pano sila? but right after that, another question keeps screaming inside my head… pero pano ako? i don’t even get jealous because they have expensive things. i get jealous because they have peace. because they can go home without feeling nervous. because they have someone waiting for them. because they know what it feels like to have parents who actually act like parents. because they know what it’s like to be heard without begging to be understood. because they know what comfort feels like. because they have a home that actually feels like home. sometimes i wonder what i did to deserve this. was i a bad person? did i do something so wrong that life decided this would be my punishment? people keep saying everything happens for a reason, but what’s the reason behind crying yourself to sleep? what’s the lesson behind feeling unwanted in the place that’s supposed to make you feel safe? what’s the reason behind constantly questioning your own worth? school doesn’t even feel like an escape anymore. i smile, i laugh, i answer when people talk to me, but no one really notices how drained i actually am. they think i’m okay because i’m still functioning. they think i’m okay because i still submit my requirements, because i still show up. but showing up doesn’t always mean someone is okay. sometimes people only show up because they don’t have a choice. there are days when i stare at everyone around me and wonder how they’re doing it. how do they laugh so freely? how do they not overthink every little thing? how do they sleep peacefully? how do they trust people?
2026-08-21 15:40:50
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hirap maging pangit.
2026-08-24 12:53:10
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👾 :
I miss you, I miss us. I miss you so bad every little thing reminds me of you. Everytime I hear "About You - The 1975" everything we had runs through my mind like a circuit. I didn't choose to let you go but you wanted me to, I never really wanted to but I had to. I miss you, please come back. I loved you too much to forget you just in a span of a month. I thought you wanted us to last and hoped we'd still be together by christmas? Yet we ended even before bermonths.
2026-08-24 09:37:27
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jzz :
ang tanga ko
2026-08-21 18:45:34
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Discipline_boy :
sometimes I know that my progress are slow. ,small or no improvement in my physique at all , sometimes I'm jealous sometimes I cry but no matter what I'll always continue working out, I'm not perfect because I myself have sinned but I try my best to read the bible even most of the time I forget The name of the verses ,but.. I'll always remember the meaning behind those verses. maybe just maybe one day I'll be successful enough to improve my mother's life,I've seen her struggle more than any Person I've known. , sometimes she cries but hides it because she wanted to be a strong Mother figure for me and my siblings.
2026-08-24 15:44:17
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sidd :
apa ya kok akhir' sedih bngt
2026-07-12 14:26:36
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Pat :
I do really love you so much, so please don't leave me my baby
2026-08-24 14:45:34
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ƒℓєυя :
YAYAMAN AKO, MAGIGING SUCCESSFUL NA BAKLA AKO. TANDAAN NIYO 'YAN!
2026-08-23 08:11:09
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rfff :
I have lost my sense of self.
2026-08-24 17:05:06
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:
Look at my story.
2026-08-24 05:34:15
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coline :
napapagod na rin ako., pero mas pagod magulang ko.
2026-08-22 10:09:09
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▫️ :
ang bigat sa feeling na kahit hindi nila sabihin, ang taas ng expectation nila sa acads ko
2026-08-23 12:42:41
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—honorificabilitatibus. :
Hindi mapapagod mag-aral, Hanggat Hindi napapagod ang nagpapaaral
2026-08-24 15:37:05
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Xid⚡ ⚡ :
Kung di matupad pangarap ko, sana buhay parin magulang ko hanggang makamit ko pangarap ko.
2026-08-24 12:50:48
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Juswa :
accept ko na, na hindi talaga kami ang para sa isat isa
2026-08-23 04:57:50
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kram :
hirap mabuhay ng mahirap
2026-08-23 03:33:07
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lindelqt. :
gikapoy nako, pero mas gikapoy na akong ginikanan.
2026-08-24 13:21:07
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jelliez 🫧 :
hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko ☹️
2026-08-24 15:26:06
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szae :
sobrang walang kwenta ko hahaha
2026-08-24 11:33:57
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hani_bee :
at the age of 13 hawak kona ang sarili kong buhay kasi nag away kami ng mom ko because of my step dad na hinipuan ako and sinabi ko yon sa mom ko pero mas kinampihan niya yung stepdad ko so nag decide akong magsolo living, but suddenly i miss the way na uuwi si mom ng bahay at may dalang pasalubong sakin noong wala pa yung stepdad ko, then this fast few days nagchat mom ko ng “anak malapit na birthday mo” and i started crying because naalala ko yung day na masaya kaming dalawa ni mom cini-celebrate birthday ko but now hits diff, and now im turning 15 this coming oct 25💔☹️, please no hate comments.
2026-08-23 20:47:04
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ALTIER X MLBB` :
gw takut sama masa depan..
2026-07-10 01:40:38
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tui ước gì hết mụn, tui tự ti, mng chê bai và hỏi móc tui nhiều lâm
2026-07-17 02:49:59
2017
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