@christine.grana: Sorry this was a little long-winded… and yes, my pits were sweaty from my workout 😂, but it was literally the only moment I’ve had alone all day. This feels vulnerable to share, but it’s my truth, and it’s something I’ve struggled with for as long as I can remember. I’ve always had a small chest and always wished it were bigger. Then I spent eight years pregnant, having babies, and nursing, so implants weren’t even on my mind. Unfortunately, when I had my explant surgery and capsule removed, it also took with it what little breast tissue I had to begin with. Now my tissue is very thin, which makes another surgery much riskier. Now that I’m finally getting my pink back and finding my confidence again in my mid-30s, those old insecurities have started creeping back in. If every surgeon told me this would be a simple, one-and-done surgery, I’d probably already have a date on the calendar. But knowing there’s a high likelihood of complications, the possibility of additional surgeries, and that implants are temporary devices that will eventually need to be replaced… everything in me keeps telling me it isn’t worth it. Instead, I’m trying to pause, reflect, and be grateful for the body God gave me. I’m healthy. I’m stronger than I’ve ever been. I have a husband and family who love me and rely on me. The list goes on. This is absolutely no hate toward anyone who has implants or wants them. And it’s no hate toward explanting either. We all have to make the decision that’s right for our own bodies. I’m just learning to accept that what’s probably right for mine isn’t what I was hoping for… and that’s okay. ❤️ #BreastImplants #ExplantJourney #BodyAcceptance #godsplan #christianmom
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Tuesday 07 July 2026 05:45:15 GMT
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Anabela :
I would def hold off on surgery and see how I feel about it down the road… i know its sometimes hard to love our bodies with all the changes we go thru after having babies and breastfeeding… just remember your body is amazing and carried those babies, gave birth, breastfed them and that is such a blessing from God ❤️thank you for sharing and hope you make the decision that is right for you 🥰🥰
2026-07-14 12:55:29
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Helen Clark | SAHM :
Oh friend thank you so much for sharing this. I know it’s not been easy. Proud of you. It’s so hard.
2026-07-13 17:34:00
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Kristen 🩶 SAHM of 4 :
I just want to say I completely understand where you’re coming from. My build is very rectangular and my boobs and butt have always been relatively non existent. I’ve always struggled with my body and long to have a soft, curvy, more feminine look. It’s taken me 12 years to build the “curves” I do have. It’s hard living in a world where comparison is so easy. I know it’s not my place to say but I strongly feel like getting them again would be a mistake for you. I think for us it’s part of our cross to bear to try to see us the way God sees us. I’ve never seen you as anything but gorgeous with an amazing physique! I hope you find comfort and peace 🥰🥰🥰
2026-07-09 00:51:05
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The Stay At Home Mom :
I wanted to get an explant and go back to natural and my husband said "I think you would not like not having bigger boobs... you are so used to big boobs" so his comment got in my head and I feel like he wants me to get new implants instead of an explant. Obviously I will talk to him more about it but his comment definitely got to me. I think that my implants have caused my chronic pain issues the last ten years. I guess I'm sharing this all with you because I want you to know you're not the only one struggling or confused around.
2026-07-08 22:12:20
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Jenna Evans 💙 :
Good for you for coming on here and being so real! More women should talk about the bad as well as the good… you are beautiful now and will be beautiful with or without .. I hope the decision gets easier ❤️❤️❤️
2026-07-09 04:44:21
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jackiesroder :
Thanks for sharing your heart ♥️I feel these chats help a deeper connection to you!
2026-07-07 22:46:38
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erin :) :
Thank you for sharing this 🥹🥹 god really said, you want hoops to jump through? Here’s three doctors with all different answers 😭 WOW!!! Everything happens for a reason but I so now how you feel!! It’s hard especially once you’re able to do something about an insecurity you want to.. buts it like do I give in to that? But honestly it’s about whatever makes you happy!!💗💗💗 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this!!
2026-07-07 15:03:32
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dulce.rodriguezzz :
Aww thank you for sharing all of this your wonderful ❤️and this testimony can also help someone else!
2026-07-08 06:36:25
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Carolina :
Look into Motiva preserve !!
2026-07-07 16:40:24
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Ashley Timco :
Thanks for sharing. I love when the lord shows us exactly what we need in the right time! 💕 You are beautiful and inspiring.
2026-07-08 00:01:04
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scorpiojamal :
Holy moly…. Asked to hear a message for some guidance and here you are! Contemplating explant due to issues and multiple revisions .. rushing for consultations hoping for an easy answer. It’s not easy. Thank you for sharing 💕
2026-07-07 14:49:40
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Lo Bokelman :
Proud of you for being real and vulnerable, I know that’s not easy. God made you beautiful inside and out! Love you !
2026-07-08 03:42:23
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Amanda :
Love you my bird!! You’re so incredibly beautiful and inspiring for your girls. I’m going to be praying over you, it’s so hard to be a woman, and to love ourselves post babies with all of the changes to our bodies.
2026-07-07 14:57:04
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KRISTA | Mama+Lifestyle :
Thank you for sharing friend! I know it’s so hard not to compare. I would love a lift 😭 but I’m scared to even do that. Trusting your gut and praying on it - yes yes yes! 🤎🤎🤎
2026-07-08 15:36:11
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🩷 Miranda Reeves 🩷 :
Christina, thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing Jesus in the process. 🩷 I love how you are seeking Him and His will in all decisions!
2026-07-07 23:41:46
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nadiravolk :
You’re so valid for everything you feel . You’re so beautiful inside and out one of my favorite people that I’ve met! I think you’re making the best decision for yourself 🫶
2026-07-07 05:55:27
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Sydnie • TTS :
That is amazing how you can see the message. You are so beautiful inside and out and this message is going to help others.
2026-07-07 19:36:23
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jordisjournaling :
Thank you for sharing!
2026-07-07 17:55:17
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Olivia Rae :
Love this and totally in the same boat
2026-07-07 17:39:00
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jackiesroder :
Amazing how God works through us through song, or in church… so much wisdom to think to pause
2026-07-07 22:47:34
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Mercedes :
I totally get this. I didn’t do implants with my mommy makeover and I am always wondering if I made the right choice, but I knew my brain wouldn’t be able to have something foreign in me so I am so grateful that I listened to my gut in not doing them!
2026-07-08 04:02:25
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Natalia Rosas :
If you live in LA, I have an amazing doctor you should consult with!
2026-07-07 15:06:57
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L I Z | Millennial Wife+Mom :
I hated mine too! Felt exactly the way you did! Best decision I’ve ever made 🥰 and I Love how God was confirming things for you too! 🥰
2026-07-07 11:48:44
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michellewilliamson831 :
Listen to the “voice” in the back of your mind! It’s always the right one! ❤️But we ALL have insecurities, you are not alone! I have them too, may not be breast related but it’s body size related so every single woman experiences this! You are not alone
2026-07-07 19:09:05
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Mia :
Such a great message to us women! Thanks for sharing!
2026-07-07 07:07:16
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