it hurts :
Before all this happened, I prayed to God na "Lord, if he is not the one for me, please alisin mo na siya. But if he is meant for me, make our relationship work, and let everything we do bring glory to You." That was Sunday.
The next day was our monthsary. He even greeted me "happy monthsary" in the morning, but by evening we had a small tampuhan🤣, something so simple, yet we couldn’t understand each other because he’s not vocal with what he really feels. I wanted so much to fix things, so I talked to him and asked him to just be honest with me. When I asked if he still loves me, he answered, "Hindi ko alam."
I was so shocked because all throughout our relationship, I was sure about us, sure that he felt the same way too. He gave me many reasons why he wanted to end things, but I know if love was really there, lahat naman 'yun kayang ayusin. I realized this was never about his reasons kundi it’s really about God’s will.
I read something nong mga time na 'yon na ang sabi. Sometimes God doesn’t let us decide on certain things kasi sobrang kilala Niya tayo. He knows that I would easily forgive him, and tatanggapin ko siya agad if he comes back. Katulad nito, talagang nag try pa ako na sana bumalik siya! Pero, He made things happen this way, para wala na akong ibang choice but to move on.
I also realized a lot of things. If I let myself think about it, ang dami kong pwedeng isumbat sa kanya. I could get angry or even say hurtful things to him. But God reminded me this is the answer to my prayer. So instead of asking why it had to end this way, I will just trust God more, even if I don’t fully understand everything.
I still love him, but God loves me more. That is why there is no room for revenge, only forgiveness. Let go, and let God.
It has now been 1 month since we broke up. I really appreciate all the comments and messages I received. I never expected that this would go viral, so I prayed to God about what I should say since many people will be reading this. And I just want to share, let us thank God for this situation because it is not meant to hurt us, but to prepare us for the greater plan He has for us.🙌🫶
2026-07-10 01:28:20