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JC 0.0 :
To my avoidant baby hazel, I won’t chase this time not because I don’t care anymore, but because I’m starting to realize that love shouldn’t feel like I always have to be the one holding on. I see you, even in your silence how you pull away when things get overwhelming and choose distance over facing things. I tried to meet you where you are without losing myself, but loving you quietly has been the loudest pain. I kept telling myself, “sabton tika permi kay lage tao rapud ka naay mga struggles and silent battles” while slowly, I was the one getting drained. I stayed patient and gentle, even when I felt ignored, even when it felt like I was the only one holding on. Maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you, even when it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate or blame you, but I’m finally accepting I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever read this, I hope you understand I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I needed to choose myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this softly, patiently, and genuinely. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only shows up when it’s convenient. Still soft just not losing myself anymore. Thank you sa 6 years na pag tatakwil sakin. You know in the whole 6 years I still choose to stay even when you push me away everyday.
2026-07-12 13:18:09
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𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗲𝗲 :
5 Minutes Craft ❌️5 Minutes To Move On ✅️
2026-07-11 12:58:28
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𓅓 :
Mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.
2026-07-11 08:04:26
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Jeyyd :
natuto na, nasaktan pa
2026-07-14 15:06:26
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Benedict🐢🐢 :
kanino na?
2026-07-16 11:21:01
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ŁɆØ₦ :
5 mins yearn :(
2026-07-11 10:33:23
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yong :
natuto nag mahal nasaktan
2026-07-12 00:08:47
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A :
nanonood lang nasaktan pa
2026-07-11 04:13:59
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K :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.
2026-07-17 09:01:48
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Ikay :
grabe kase ako mag mahal eh,yan tuloy ala nakong balak mag mahal uli ahahahah
2026-07-12 00:37:08
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bowz_ven :
fixing things ❌ fixing things✅
2026-07-11 07:22:55
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josh :
oh pre, sayo na
2026-07-13 12:23:38
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K A D :
SPREAD THE GOSPEL!!! (Psalm 23:4)it says, even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me." This reminds us that even in the darkest and most challenging times, God is with us, and He is our comfort and our guide. As it's written in (Romans 8:38-39) "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." This verse assures us that nothing can separate us from God's love, and that He is always with us, no matter what we're going through. IN JESUS NAME WE SAY!!?
2026-07-13 12:57:54
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missmo? :
mahal mo??
2026-07-27 10:36:18
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Rdz. :
wala e, ghinost ako haha..
2026-07-12 02:58:26
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akishaaa65 :
cute ng story ko💞💞
2026-07-23 12:43:07
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