It’s been almost two years since we even talked. It still hurts so bad. I had to walk away and live without someone so important like they died and I could never reach them. Back then I didn’t realize how much I loved them but still I gave my heart to them. And I would do anything to what that person said. I silently waited you to ask me to stay. To ask me to choose you. I wanted you to choose me. I was so jealous I decided to leave completely than watch you choosing others. I just wanted you to know that my “I’ll do anything” literally meant that I would do anything for you. I knew there’s no chance for me to be even a bit closer to you but I still wasn’t ready for how quick it ended. I don’t know how you live anymore so do you. You probably found someone important for you and living your life. I have a partner now that I love and they love me back. It seems as a really good relationship. It’s just if anything remind me of you my heart hurts. And sometimes I really want you to just text me. Even once. To talk about our lives for a bit. I wanted to tell you how much had changed. And I wanted to text you so many times. But I should follow my words as I said you at our last conversation that I won’t text you anymore. So my words became my personal cage. And if I only knew that you thinking about me even for a bit I would texted you immediately. If only I knew if you thinking about me. First few months it was so hard not to text you…and I had to move on knowing that your silence is an answer for me. It’s a sign that you moved on and I wasn’t important for you enough. There’s days when I don’t think about you at all. But if only one thing reminds me of you…You know I don’t call anyone as I called you anymore. I know you didn’t like when I called you like that but in my native language it meant a lot. It meant I gave you my heart and called you my beloved. I hided that secret meaning in other English word that I used for calling you. Deep inside I always knew I’m not good enough for you or maybe I’m just a temporary person in your life but still wanted to be next to you. I have no chance to say it to you directly but I wish you to make your dreams come true. Be happy
2026-09-02 16:33:24
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⏳ :
I don’t understand why people do this
2026-07-08 21:09:06
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𝐋𝐚𝐫𝐚 ✞ :
I won't repost but just know I was there
2026-09-02 15:30:37
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𝙀𝙗𝙧𝙖𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙢 :
I found my people
2026-09-01 20:30:05
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DietPepsi :
He didnt love me, ever
2026-09-01 12:29:34
0
☆ :
i don’t think i could ever love anyone like that ever again
2026-07-08 22:48:56
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°Mu🔮☆• :
someone repst for me...😭😭
2026-08-13 11:18:27
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🐈⬛ :
My fyp as soon as i feel like ive moved on
2026-08-24 01:29:07
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MatchaCoffe. :
i miss my a
2026-07-11 09:48:21
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۶۟ৎᥣׁׅ֪ꪱׁׅzִֶָׁׅ֬☾. :
I miss you, my love.
2026-07-08 17:49:10
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Morgan1 :
"Cómo sonaba mi corazón porque tuve que obligarme a alejarme de alguien a quien realmente quería mantener en mi vida con todas mis fuerzas"
2026-07-10 03:05:24
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وما كلُ ما يتمنى المرءُ يدركهُ :
I love him very much
2026-07-09 16:12:24
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