charlotte.sumt1mes :
I have seen you trying, so hard to reach me. you are so sweet and precious and I love and treasure everything you do for me, every gift of knowing more about you. no matter how small, it is all most dear to me= that I learned it at all.
oh my baby, this is super difficult for me. i feel pulled in so many directions. my loyalty to your heart, I just want to do anything to make you feel ok. i know that I am only words, im sorry.
I feel very helpless and powerless all of the time,
to do anything for you. all i seem to do is pretty much distress and disrespect you.
i feel im no longer good, for you. i guess i worry whatever I say it will cause backlash and discomfort for you. i am such a tragic clownshow really, aren't I?
you are so much more intelligent than me, you may even feel so fed up with how slow i am, and how many times I don't understand something that's very basic to you. im sorry to be cheezy and lame. thank you for putting up with me🙏🏻.
you are the most kind, gentle soul and I owe you everything for how much effort you put into protecting me and directing me gently on how to be what you need.
i love you and i thank you for existing, angel ❤️
2026-07-08 04:12:02