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How do I unlove someone I once dreamt marrying? How do I let go the person that made me feel loved, and seen? He loved me he really did, but he just couldn't move on from her. She was probably his Greatest Love while mine is him. I dreamt of living the best College moments with you, dreamt of marrying you, dreamt of being together forever but no, it's all just a dream that will never happen in reality, I love you baby, I really did. What does she have that I dont? Being pretty? Lost hshs. You love her I know that, but I still assumed you wanted me back, we're classmates and seatmates, you kept being clingy with me but you know damn well that you're still in love with her, everytime we probably text and cling to each other you're probably singing "Cheating on you" by Charlie Puth. I know you wanted her back, I thought it was just a rumor I heard somewhere, but it was not. I loved you J, I really did. You knew me better than anyone, better than my parents. I can't seem to unlove you because you're my seatmate, and probably because you kept bothering my mind, your voice distracts me everytime, that eye contact I could never forget, we've been friends for 3 and a half years, J. I like you for 3 years until now, you loved me for a year, we were together for 7 months, in the end I was never really on your mind, you never even probably loved me like I did. I made letters, gave chocolates, gave paper stars eveytime I thought about you. You never did any of those unless it was her. You could've told me that you don't love me anymore, stop making me think that you still love me, stop making me assume things you're not even sure about, but I know you still love her. I wish I leave this restaurant that keeps closing and opening at a random time or day, sometimes closed, sometimes open, I kept waiting in the parking lot while the chef is happy inside, I kept waiting for the restaurant to open but when it actually does I never feel the taste of the food. I love you, Jm, I really do, please comeback to me.
2026-07-10 13:19:21