user8768592037901 :
I really don’t need to prove anything.. I’m not trying to sell a narrative. I don’t need to play chess, or have strategies. I can just observe. My anxiety stems from the fact that I believe (and have observed) that people will paint villain pictures, spin stories, lie, gaslight, setup, backstab, on contribute to a narrative, ect, and that these things will be forced or planted on me in some way just so they can say they where “right”,or “win”, or whatever. When your innocent of the things you have heard about yourself, your not the one that has to prove anything. But all these things have made it impossible to work, or not think about these things constantly, or get past and the never ending bombardment of these thoughts that I’m being attacked or setup, or projected upon in some way.
2026-07-08 20:58:33