Shawn.lowe :
Savannah was the best woman I ever had, I catch myself comparing her to other women and thinking- “she was better” and it makes me feel like no one will ever make me feel like she made me feel. She absolutely gave me the best gift which was Jaxson, and Dispite her not holding true to her promises of I'll always be in his life, I'll always be Jaxson's father. For so long I couldn't tell you what I wanted to be in life, or what was gonna make me realize what was important but let me tell you, a little blue eye little infant who had no ideas what was going on, but he loved me anyways. I loved him. Savannah was and is still everything I ever wanted and more, while I’m sad I don’t have her anymore, I’m glad she showed me what I want from someone. I'm extremely hurt by how she left me, and as badly as I don't understand it, that the sad realization of life that I don't need to understand it, other than it happened and I cannot let myself go through that type of hurt again. It not right to me, and it definitely wasn't right to Jaxson. For that I'll always be upset. I hope and pray that one day she'll find it in her heart to reach out and let me back into my sons life, he'll even just to contact me to have a legitimate conversation about everything. So I can explain this to her in person.
2026-07-09 18:43:00