sophia :
He taught me what it feels like to be left behind. But what hurts even more is that he never truly disappeared. Even after being with someone else, he still came back to me. He gave me hope again, even though I never knew if I was his choice or just someone he ran to when things didnt work out. If I was never the one he wanted, no matter how hard I tried, I was never going to be his. I gave him chances, waited for him, and kept hoping he’d come back. Maybe he never saw my heart, maybe he only saw what I couldnt compete with. The saddest part is that every time he came back, I opened my heart to him all over again. I thought this time he’d choose me, but I was only a place for him to return to when everything else fell apart. I’m tired of hoping for something that may never happen. Foolishly, I’m still holding on to someone who already chose to leave me, even though I know there are people out there who would appreciate me. But my heart is stubborn. Even now, I still dont know how to let him go. Maybe I’ll never be the person he truly wants, but a part of me still hopes that one day he’ll realize the one who was always there for him from the very beginning was me.
2026-07-10 10:40:59